Random Thoughts

Hey! has any one ever told you that you have a bad habbit of some sort? I've been told that. My bad habbit is that I smoke. But face it when I get stressed out I smoke and it keeps me from throwing things. Some people do that and it irriates me. But hey whatever gets your frusterations out. I guess that everyone is different. Some people smoke others deal with it a different way. Anyways.... As everyone knows I'm married now. I'm pretty wrapped up in it, but my family will always come first. No matter what. I don't really care what anyone else thinks of me anymore. The only thing I have to worry about now is what my husband thinks of me and of what my family thinks of me. I mean yea I have friends but they could call me fat and I could just say yea I know I am and I don't really care. I mean yea I've been trying to lose weight but it's not that easy. Some people tell me that I'm not but whatever thats their opinon. Not mine. Yes I would like my friends to be honest with me but not to the point of it will start a fight. I hope that all of my friends understand that and don't get mad at reading this. Anyways... 7 days until I see my husband. I can't wait. anyways.... just rambling on again. Stupid thoughts. Can't get away from them.