Random Thoughts 67

Hey! Most of you haven't heard. I lost my job. It was all because I asked them if I could switch my shift with someone so that I could take my husband back to north carolina, because he missed his plane. But my "boss" told me that if I didn't show up for my shift that it was an automatic quit. So I lost my job because of a family emergency. And most of you know that he's in the military. If he didn't go back then they would consider him a-wall and end up in prision for a long time. So I thought that was more important then going to work. I think that it's bull shit because I lost my job. But whatever. I'm looking for a new job now. Hopefully I'll be able to find one. I mean I liked working where I did but I hated it at the same time. I don't know. I'm kinda bummed out because I lost my job but I'm happy because I don't work there anymore. People have told me that I could go beg for my job back but I really don't want to. I think I got a long with a couple of people there. Whatever. So I'll just look for a new job when I acctually get a chance. I've been so busy lately that it's not even funny. But anyways... I'm gunna go. Thats my bad news of the week.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 66

Hey!Just droppin in to say hey! I can't believe this is Random Thoughts 66 already. Like seriously. I remember when I started random thoughts. I didn't have a title for one of my blogs and it was just a random bunch of stuff that I had written that day. Isn't that funny?But anyways... I was workin on a new story, until my puppies decided that they were going to chew on my power cord and completely destroy it. Thats okay though. I can just go get a new one on friday. Then I can probably start writting again. I've been writting a lot in my notebook that I have. But it's just my diary. No new stories. My husband is coming home on friday, but I have to work. I wasn't suppose too but because they were short handed I said that I would work on friday. Thats just more money in my pocket. At least I won't have too work this weekend. Anywho.... I hope that everyone is having a good day. I know that my day is getting a little better. I finally got to catch up on some sleep. But I don't think that I don't really have anything to talk about.

`hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 65

Hey! Just droppin in to say hey. Not a whole lot has been going on in my life. Just mostly work. I can't wait to get my pay check this week. Like seriously. I worked 12 1/2 hours in one day. it sucked ass but I manged. Then I had to be at work at 7:00 the next morning. So I crashed at my suporvizors house. Yea.... That was a little weird. Like seriously. Then when I went on break the next day, my mom had called. I knew I had forgotten something. I forgot to call my mom and let her know that I was staying at my suporvizors house. I felt like a dumb blonde that night. So I had called her at work. Cuz by the time I went on break she was going to be at work anyways. But then everything went okay. Well almost everything. After I got back from break something happened and it sucked. I ended up bawling but that was okay because someone I work with told me that it was going to be okay and comforted me for like the rest of the day. It was cool. So I know that when I'm at work and they are there I know that everything will be okay. As long as I can get everything done that I need too. Then something else happened and it was really weird. So I'm just thinking to myseflf.... uh.. okay this is aquakward. cuz it was. Like seriously. But everything is good now. So there is an update on my life. Pretty boring if you ask me.

~hearts~
me

Random Thoughts 64

Hey! I got good news... Dipstick made it. He's going to be okay. He just has to learn to stay outta stuff now. I was kind of surprised that he made it. Oh well at least he made it. He was really bad but he's doing a lot better now. Which is good I think. I don't really have much to say today. Work is going okay. I guess. I mean some of the people there aren't bad. One of the guys there is something else. I'm not even really sure what to call it. But anyways... theres an update on my life. Pretty boring huh? I thought so.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 63

Hey! As most of you know all I do anymore is work. Well work is going okay. For the most part. Someone got fired but thats for reasons only work needs to know. Anyways... not a whole lot more is going on. We might be losing another puppy. I mean he's doing okay right now but we don't know if he'll make it through the rest of the day. This time it's dipstick. Yes we have named all of our puppies. There's Loner, Dipstick, Toughy, Broke Tail, Bart, and Stripe. We had 8 puppies but 2 of them died recently. Anyways... enough with the sadness. Well theres not a whole lot going on in my life except for work really. So I guess that I'm going to go.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 62

Hey! As most of you know I've been working. So I haven't been posting as often. But as of today, we're losing another puppy. Troublemaker got sick this morning and I don't think that he's going to make it through the rest of the day. It kills me to say it but I really don't think that he's going to make it. Not this time. But on the brighter side of life... the rest of our puppies are doing okay. And for most of you who don't know... I lost my puppy about a week ago. I can't believe that it's been that long already. I miss her like I really do but for the most part, I know that she lived a good life. I know that she is in a better place now and doesn't have to suffer anymore. Yes I'm still heart broken over her dying but I know that her life was lived out well. I have no regrets for her life. As I won't for the rest of the puppies. But yea... I don't really have anything else to say.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 61

Hey! Look in my last blog I was dealing with a lot of shit. Like I had just gotten home from work and my puppy had died then I got told that I was going to get anything from the military and that I couldn't get benifits from work until I've been there for six months. So what I'm trying to say is that I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to blow up in my last blog and affened anyone. But as far as I'm concerned I did grow up. And I'm really sorry, mostly to Beth, because of all the shit that I pulled. I shouldn't have takin it out on you. I hope that we can work everything out and when you come home again... if I'm still around, I would like to take you out or something. I really hope that you do get to see Andrew again though, cuz from the sounds of it you guys make a great couple and from the pictures that I've seen. I guess that my issue was that I felt like I was the third wheel in our friendships. I really didn't mean to blow up though. Like I said I was just going through a lot of shit that day. I hope that we can stay friends. It means a lot to me to acctually be friends with you. But anyways... I do have to work tomorrow. I start work at 6:30 am. which sucks but ya know... it's a job at least.

~hearts~ me