Thursday, January 31, 2008

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Hey! I'm working on a part 3 of my story. When I finish it I'll post it on here. I'm looking forward to finshing this story up. I don't know when it will be finsished, but probably soon. Maybe not though.
I don't understand how people can play guitar hero. Like seriously. It makes your fingers hurt and everything. I thought that staring at a computer screen is bad but playing guitar hero is even worse. My fingers are killing me. Anyways... Can't wait until I finish my story. I'll post it as soon as it's done.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Random Thoughts 35

Hey! I went to North Carolina this past weekend. I had a blast down there. Even though it was really cold. While I was in North Carolina I still called my mom everyday. Acctually to think about it I called a lot of people while I was there. It was fun while I was down there. It was cold but it was still fun. I got to go shopping. I mean I missed everyone at home. I won't lie about that. It was nice to get away for a weekend though. I don't know what I'm going to do when I acctually move. I know that I'm going to bawl. I think that everyone is, well maybe not everyone. Anyways... I wrote more for my story. I'm working on a part 2 now. I'll post it on here. I hope that everyone likes it. Let me know what you think about it. I could really usse the imput on it.

Part 2
A month later it started again, but it was with different people at different times. Finally Jenny figured out that she needed to go to a councilor. She had told her councilor everything. The next time Jenny went to her appointment, her councilor had called the police and told them everything that Jenny had told her. The police took Jenny in. They arrested her for first degree murder.
While she was in jail Jenny had come to realize that she didn’t know what she was doing with her life. She didn’t realize that she had let her anger get the best of her. Jenny figured out that she needed to quit killing people. She needed to find something to do with her life and learn to let go of all the emotions she held inside of her.
Then she realized that she had killed the one person that meant a lot to her. She had killed the one person that she wanted to marry. She didn’t realize what she was doing until it was too late. The police had been looking for her for months. Finally they caught up to her. Jenny found out that she was pregnant. She didn’t know whose child it was until she started thinking about it. It was Benji’s child. She had went and told the judge that she was pregnant and didn’t know what to do about it. The judge had told her that she would not be allowed to have her baby while she was in jail. She had to give it up for adoption. The baby had gone to a really well raised family. The baby was never going to know his birth mother because no one was going to tell him about her. But he was named after his father. The new family had named him Benji Jr.
As time went on and Benji Jr. got older he asked his parents why they named him Benji and they didn’t want to tell him the truth. They told him that it was the name that he had come with. They didn’t know why his name was Benji. By the time Benji was sixteen, he wanted to know the truth. His adopted family had told him that his mothers name was Jenny and his fathers name was Benji and where his mother and father grew up. They didn’t tell Benji that his father was murdered by his mother. Just that his mother went to jail because of something that she had done.
He wondered why he was always dreaming about killing people. He always wanted to just go out and kill all of the people that were mean to him. The same night that his adopted family told him where his mother grew up at, he ran away from home. He wanted to see where his mother grew up. So he took his car and went to the town that she lived in. Benji drove the four hundred miles to get to that town. He had heard the story about where she was living. So he went directly to that spot. He figured that no one would even notice that he was gone.

The next morning when his adopted parents went to go get him up for school they realized that Benji was nowhere to be found. They called the police and had them search for him. They started thinking about what they had told him and they didn’t think that he would go all the way out there to see where his mother grew up at. They finally figured out an hour after looking where he had gone. They didn’t think that he would have gone all the way there to see that place. They knew the truth about that place. They didn’t tell Benji because they didn’t want him to freak out and go on a killing spree like his mother.

As Benji was driving he thought to himself maybe I should stay there because it’s almost three o’clock in the morning and it was a long drive and he didn’t want to have to make the same trip in a couple of hours apart with no sleep and that he deserved to know where his mother had grew up at.
Benji had stayed the night at the house. He didn’t think that anything bad would happen. He had drove the four hundred miles to get there he figured that he could stay there for a couple of hours and get some sleep then make the trip back before his parents even knew that he was gone.
Benji walked in and walked around for a while and found a bed and laid down and fell a sleep. Then the next thing he knew he was getting attacked by his parents. He didn’t even have time to explain to them why he had done what he did, but he figured that he was old enough to drive so he should be old enough to know more about his mother. His parents had grounded him anyways. He wasn’t allowed to do anything.
He hadn’t read anything about her. He just knew where she grew up because that was all his parents had wanted to tell him about her. So he figured that he would just check out what they said about his mother at school. He couldn’t wait to get to school. He didn’t know what he was looking for. He knew that she had gone to jail. So he had checked all of the local papers. He knew that her name was Jenny. He had found an article about her. As he read more of it, some things started to become clearer to him. About the dreams he had been having, his mood swings. The way that he wanted to kill people all the time. He didn’t think that it was a bad thing. He thought that everyone had had those kinds of thoughts. As he read more of the article he discovered that not everyone had those kinds of thoughts. He realized that it ran in the family. It was a character trait. Benji didn’t think that it was a good thing that he had gotten that character trait. He wondered what character trait he had gotten from his father. He always felt like he had to be a bad ass. He wondered if that was the trait that he got from his father. Then he discovered that both of his birth parents were dead. He decided that he needed to find out more about his birth father.
As Benji was deciding that he should find out more about his birth father, the bell rang for school to be over. So Benji headed home. He already new that he was grounded but he wasn’t sure of what was going to happen next.
After Benji got home his parents wanted to talk to him. Benji was just like “great what did I do now?” As he walked into the kitchen he was afraid of what he had done. After he got into the kitchen someone was sitting at the table with his parents. He didn’t know what to think. His parents told him to sit down and they would explain everything. So Benji sat down. Benji wasn’t sure of what was happening. As he sat there he waited for his parents to tell him what was going on.
His parents told him that because of the little stunt that he had pulled he had to go to counseling. Benji didn’t know why his parents were making him go to counseling. He sat there waiting for an explanation for a couple of minutes. Then he asked why his parents wanted him to go to counseling. They told him because they want him to go. So he agreed to go.
Benji was at his first appointment and didn’t understand why he was there. Then he got called into the councilor’s room and the councilor told Benji why he was there. They told him that his parents wanted to make sure that he wasn’t crazy. They were afraid that he was going to turn out to be like his birth mother. Benji played dumb and asked the councilor what they ment. The councilor didn’t know how to answer that. They decided to call Benji’s parents. Benji’s parents came in and told Benji the whole truth about his birth mother. After they were done explaining the truth to him, Benji had told them that he had been doing research on his mother anyways. He wanted to know what she was like and if he could figure out some things about his life.
Benji had pulled away from his parents and basically quit talking to them after a while. Benji’s parents had told him that he was adopted at the age of thirteen. After that he quit talking to them. They had basic conversation. They talked about the weather, the day they had (which wasn’t much), and how good supper was that night.
His parents tried to figure out what he ment by that. They didn’t think that he was just like his birth mother. That was the one thing they were afraid of. Finally they figured out that they needed to talk to their son about what had been going on. They needed to figure out why he wanted to know so much about his birth mother, Jenny.
After they got home Benji was sitting at the kitchen table. Benji’s parents asked him why he had walked out of the meeting they were having. He told them that he needed to think about everything. His parents understood that. They knew that telling him would have been a mistake. They didn’t think that he would have done everything that he did. Benji explained to them what he had been doing in school. Then his parents understood. They told him that he should have told them sooner about what he was doing. Benji told them about the dreams that he was having. He also told them that he was afraid of what they would say if he told them that. They told him that it was okay and that they would try to work through everything. Benji make a pack with his parents: Never to keep anything from his parents again.


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Monday, January 14, 2008

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Hey! I still can't believe that I'm leaving on friday. This is getting harder and harder as I think about it more. I don't know what to think anymore. I know that I'm scared. I never thought that this day would come. I knew that it was going to but I didn't think that it would have come so soon. I'm excited to leave but I've depended on my mom for a lot of things and now I know that she's not going to be right by my side. I guess that everyone has to go though this in thier life. I just didn't think that it would be now for me. I figured that I was going to go to college, live at home for a while then move out. It didn't turn out that way though. Oh well. I'll keep in touch with everyone. As soon as I know the address to my appartment or whatever I'll let everyone know.

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Random Thoughts 33

Hey! I'm leaving on friday. I can't believe that I'm leaving on friday. I didn't think that this time would ever come. I hate this town with a passion. It's not that I don't love my family or whatever but I hate this town. There are too many memories here that I just don't want anymore. I mean, maybe if I leave this place I will finally be able to get my head on straight. And figure out what I really want in life. Anyways... I know that some of my friends said that they were going to read my story but I don't think that it's going to happen. So thanks for that. I understand if your busy all the time, I mean your not a super person and can't do everything to please everyone. I know what thats like. I tried to be like that once, it jsut blew up in my face. Anyways... I have to go look for something because someone hasn't done it yet. :D

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Friday, January 11, 2008

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Hey! someone left a comment on my blog and I don't know who it is. So if anyone out there knows who it is please tell me. I hate being in the dark about it. Like I tried to click on their name and I couldn't. I tried like 7 times. But anyways... I hope that I can figure it out soon. Anyways... It's like 3:16 in the morning. I think that I'm gunna get off of here. I'll post more later.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

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Hey! Has anyone ever had someone tell you that a certain someone likes you but you couldn't do anything about it because you were in a commited relationship? I just had it happen to me not to long ago. I'm not putting in here when it happened only because I know that some people will know who I'm talking about. But anyways... I think that it's really sweet but some people will stick to their commited relationships.
I'm on the verge of writing a new story. It's about a pink cell phone. I know that it's kind of weird but thats okay. If you read my story you will understand why I'm calling it Pink Cell Phone. I got bored so one of my friends helped me come up with a begining part of it. I thought of the title and she came up with the first couple of paragraphs. I think that I'm going to go.

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

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Hey! Has anyone ever thought about the past and wished that you could go back to those days when you didn't have to worry about anything?! I know thats how I'm feeling right now. I still can't believe that everyone I know is graduated from high school and is doing there own thing. I mean I'm proud of all of my friends that know what they want to do with the rest of their lives but there are some of us who have no idea what they want to do. Some of us are pregnant or are already raising children. I miss my last days of being with old friends and reminissing about the earlier years. I know that I started to write a story about the past and it's not very well writen and I know this but it reminds me of what I use to do and now I don't do half of those things. I remember the first day that I started 6th grade. Those were fun times. But as the years went on the more bitter I got. I don't understand why people get bitter as they get older but it happeneds. I guess. I know that since my past I've learned to become very independent. I don't really rely on anyone to take care of me. I don't really rely on my mother anymore. I mean if it wasn't for her I would have starved to death and I wouldn't have had anywhere to live but I hate not being able to be on my own. But anyways.... in a song that I was listening to it talks about the old time and then the now and how life got complicated. I think thats what happeneds to everyone, Their lives get complicated and then they don't know how to deal with it.

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Friday, January 4, 2008

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Hey! I started another story. I'll post it later when I get a chance to acctually sit down and write a lot of it. I still can't believe that I finished my last one. I'm just waiting on people to tell me what they think of it. And what I did wrong to it and whatever. I think that I'm going to keep writing until I run out of things to write about. I can't wait until i finish this one. I'm not too sure of how it's going to turn out but I hope that it turns out really well.

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

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Hey! As a lot of you know now. I finished my story. I have nothing to work on now. I figured that my story would be longer than it is. But oh well. I'll probably make a sequal to it as soon as I start getting comments on it. I hope that everyone will like it. Not really a whole lot to talk about. I guess I'm gunna go

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Random Thoughts 27

Hey! As most of you know. I was working on a story. In my last blog I told everyone that I didn't finish it yet. Well I finished it now. So read it and let me know what you think about it. Give me any comments about it or just tell me if you liked it or not.

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One day in college a couple of boys decided that they wanted to have a food fight but didn’t want to start it. It was their last year at college and they wanted to go out with a bang. So they paid a couple of freshman to start the food fight. Mashed potatoes started flying everywhere. Gravy and meat started flying next. Rolls and butter, and green beans were everywhere. The dean of the college got wind of this and grabbed everyone that pitched in to pay the freshmen and made them stay after school to clean the cafeteria.
When they all shoed up there were people already there. They were already there because they volunteered to help clean up everything. They became friends and started hanging out more.

One night a bunch of friends, Jenny, Todd, Michael, Julia, Cristi, Lynn, Tristen and Benji were hangin out and they decided that they wanted to listen to music but it was 12:00 in the morning. They didn’t want to wake up their neighbors. So Todd turned on the music but it was really low. Michael was complaining because the music wasn’t loud enough. So Jenny told everyone that she had a place of her own and that it was so far out in the woods that no one would hear the music, and they could have it up as loud as they wanted. Todd turned off everything in his apartment and they all went to Jenny’s place. Michael, Todd, Tristen, Benji, Julia, and Cristi thought that Jenny was lying about the whole “she lived in the middle of nowhere thing,” because the last time that they were told that they found out that the girl was lying and that she lived in the middle of a big city. When they started to get closer they discovered that Jenny wasn’t lying. Cristi, Julia, and Lynn got scared. Michael and Todd told them not to worry and that they would protect them. They pulled in to the driveway and got out of the car. While they were looking at the house, they thought at first it looked like it was only a one-story house with a garage but as they got close they discovered that it was a two-story house. The house looked like it was abandon. The garage that looked like no one had used in years. The porch was up really high and had a railing that went all the way around it. The house had weeds that were almost 3 feet high in the front yard. It looked like something in a horror story everyone thought. Jenny told everyone to wait a minute. So everyone waited outside for a couple of minutes while she went to go turn on the lights. While they were waiting they thought that they heard something in the weeds. The porch light came on. Then everyone started walking up the stairs to go inside the house. As they got a closer look at the porch they discovered that it needed some fixing up and they understood why Jenny had told everyone to wait a minute because if you stepped in the wrong spot then you were going to fall through the floor and hit the ground. As they walked through the door, they looked around and found out that the house was a lot bigger than they thought it was. After they were all in Jenny said that they should wait in the living room while she went to grab snacks and soda for everyone. She pointed to where they were supposed to go to get there. The house was huge and she didn’t want anyone getting lost. They all said okay. Michael asked her if her cd player was in the living room. Jenny said yes. So Michael, Cristi, Julia, Lynn, Todd, Tristen, and Benji headed into the living room. While Jenny headed into the kitchen. Jenny was thinking that these are the people that said I had lied to them and they thought that I lived in the middle of a big city where I had a ton of neighbors. Which she knew that wasn’t true the people that were giving them a ride took them to their house and not hers. She had dyed her hair and changed her name and went back to that school. Jenny then walked back in to the living room. Everyone was really nice to her when she walked in.
Michael turned on some music. It was really loud. Cristi thought that they were being watch. She had mentioned it to Todd. But Todd told her not to worry about it because they were in the middle of nowhere and no one even knew they were there. Lynn had gone up the stairs because she wanted to check out the house. No one had noticed for an hour. When everyone finally noticed they went looking for Lynn. But of course they couldn’t find her. The last place they looked was in the bathroom. As soon as they opened the door they saw that blood was everywhere. Jenny, Todd, Michael, Cristi, Tristen, Benji, Julia saw that Lynn was dead. They didn’t know who did it but they had a feeling that it was someone in the house. They started to not trust each other. They all started pointing fingers at each other. They blamed one another for the murder. Cristi told everyone else that she thought they were being watch all night long and she thought that they should get out of there before anything else happened. They called the police. They all had to go to the police station and get asked questions. The police asked them questions. None of them could tell the police what had happened to Lynn.
The next day Michael, Julia, Cristi, Todd, Tristen, Benji and Jenny were watching the news and they discovered that Lynn had been murdered. They didn’t know what to think. They all blamed themselves for what had happened. If they had noticed sooner that Lynn had disappeared then this would have never happened. They had all gone to her funeral since they knew that they should be there anyways. It was kind of their fault that she was dead.


A month had gone by and they all got together again. They went to a party. The same thing had happened again. It was about the same time that it had happened the last time. Only this time the two people that were there didn’t make it out alive. They found one of the girls in the bathroom covered in blood. They found the other girl in the hallway behind a really tall plant facing the wall.
The next day they went back. Everyone wanted to find out why it was happening and who was doing it. So they all stayed the night there. They figured that would be the only way that it would happen again. Sure enough they found Cristi had been murdered but only this time she was shoved in the garage door. They thought that this was weird. But as the looked closer they found a note pinned to her shirt. The note said, “Leave this house or all of you are going to die.” They didn’t know what to think. But they wanted to know who or what was doing this anyways. Everyone thought that it was a ghost that wanted revenge on who ever slept there. One of the guys just thought that it was a crazy old man that moved out of the house and then she moved in and now he wants his house back. But everyone agreed that it was just a ghost that wanted everyone out of the house because they had disturbed his resting place or something.
As the girl that owned the house started to think about it she had been told stories about the house and how it was haunted by a ghost that lived in the house and didn’t want anyone there but she moved in anyways thinking that nothing of the non-living would kill her for living there. She figured that if it’s just a ghost that it would try and swing something at her and it would just go right through her and not do anything to her. It was a ghost for crying out loud. But since she has seen everything she was thinking that maybe she should get outta the house before she dies. But she promised everyone that she would stay there and help find the thing that is doing all this.
So everyone stayed in the house until they could figure out what was going on. Three days had gone by and no one else was killed. No one new why. They figured if they left and went back that this would all happen again. So they all left and two days later they went back. But nothing happened. So they all left for a month. In that month they basically fell apart and stopped hanging out. But they all made a day to go back to that house. So the day had come and they all went back to the house. They were only there for a couple of hours. They all decided that they wanted to go out and eat some food and grab some snacks and soda since they were going to be there for a while. After they ate and went shopping they went back to the house. When they got back it looked like someone had broken into the house. They walked inside and everything was trashed. So before they did anything they cleaned up the house. They did as much as possible to make it look like no one had broke in. No one thought anything of this because it happens all the time. They have had to help their other friends clean up their apartments because of a break in. So after they finished cleaning up they turned on some music. They all had invited a couple more friends that they thought were cool. It’s about 7:30 at night and they have pretty much listened to everything they own. So she suggested that they turn on the television and see whats on. So they do that. Then someone says that they have to go to the bathroom, they kind of look at each other weird. They know what happened in the bathroom. So they let their friend go to the bathroom. They don’t say anything about what happened. But she pulls a side them and tells them what she’s heard about the house and explains why she didn’t tell them sooner. All of a sudden they hear a loud scream and then a really loud thud. Everyone races up the stairs to see what happened. They open the bathroom door, to their surprise theres no blood. They take their friend down stairs and sticks a cold washcloth on her forehead. When she comes too they ask her what happened and she tells them that she saw a giant zit on her face and passed out from it (when the truth really is that she was messing around with her boyfriend and the condom broke. She took a pregnancy test and it came back positive). Everyone rolled their eyes and walked away. After all that they put the music back on. The owner of the house had a huge headache and went upstairs to lie down. Which she discovers that someone is in her room. So she opened the door and discovered that her best friend was having sex with some random guy in her bed on her sheets.
After the little run-in she decides to just go into the bathroom and lock the door. Just so that she can have some privacy from everyone else. The people downstairs realize that she is missing but someone said they saw her walk up stairs. So her boyfriend goes up and check in the bathroom, sure enough she was in there. Her boyfriend knew what had happened. He could tell by the look on her face.
He told her that it was almost 3:00 am after she asked him what time it was. She told him to go down stairs and that she would be down in a minute. Then her best friend knocked on the door and asked if everything was alright. She said yes. Then her friend apologized for what she had done. She’s just like whatever. Shit happens.
After that she walked down stairs. Everyone was listening to music again having a good time. She knew something wasn’t right. She knew that someone was missing. She just couldn’t figure out who it was. Everyone else was starting to notice too. So they left the music on and went and searched the house for their friend. Of course, Jenny new exactly who it was after a minute and figured out where they were. So she went around the house telling everyone that she knew where the missing person was and that she would go get them. She walked up the stairs and opened her bedroom door and discovered that she had been murdered. She just thought, “oh god, not again.” There was another note. This time is read, “I know you were mad about what happened in here and I took care of it.” Jenny went and showed Benji and he told her that he had no idea what that was about. She made everyone leave. Benji stayed behind to make sure that Jenny didn’t go to school. Then she called the police and demanded that they find out who did that. The police said that they would do everything in their power to figure out who did it. She didn’t give the police the note though. She thought that it was sweet in a possessed kind of way.
As the days went by she held on to that note. She wondered who wrote it. She couldn’t figure out who wrote it. She wondered if something really was haunting the house and the only reason why it didn’t kill her was because it loved her.
Jenny started thinking and remembered that her x-boyfriend was murdered in this house. She wondered if it was really him doing everything. She thought that it might be him doing it.
The police said that it was a weird way that they all died, because they all died the same way. The police said they died from their insides bursting. But they said that it looked like they had just been stabbed through the heart and they bled to death. But the one girl, Lynn, it looked like she had been shot in the head but we didn’t find any bullet or anywhere that it penetrated anything in the house.
Jenny thought this over and thought then maybe it was someone in the house and that someone lied to the police. But there was no bullet. That’s the only problem. Maybe she took her own life or something and made it look like she shot herself in the head. Or tried to make it look like she shot herself in the head. Which apparently she did a good job of it. As she thought of it more she thought that it was an ice bullet that killed her. That way it looked like she got shot in the head but theres no bullet because it would melt and there would be no evidence. As she stood in front of the police, she didn’t say anything about how her friend died.
Michael, Julia, Tristen and Benji are the only ones left in the group. Benji was dating someone, but after he invited her up she died. It was Jenny’s friend that got shot in the head. Jenny was jealous of her friend that was dating Benji. Jenny never said anything about it though.
A couple of months later, Jenny told Benji that her friend had cheated on him and that she deserved to die. Benji didn’t think that she deserved to die. After that Benji was kind of creeped out by Jenny. Jenny got mad because she wanted to date him but he wouldn’t go out with her.
Later that night everyone went to Jenny’s house and had a party. As the party progressed everyone was drinking except Jenny. Benji was pretty out of it and ended up sleeping with Jenny. He thought that it was his ex-girlfriend that had died two months earlier.



Jenny wanted revenge on everyone that was at the party, because she had a flashback of what had happened before she left college and came back a whole new person.
She didn’t remember any of that until Benji said that he was going to stay behind and protect her. That was what he had said to her the same night that everyone pretty much ditched her. Then the next day at school everyone stopped talking to her and talked about her behind her back. She felt like all of her friends had stabbed her in the back. So she packed up all of her stuff from the college and moved to a different town. Then she dyed her hair, changed her name, got a nose job, the whole nine yards just so that no one would know that it was her.
So when the police arrived Jenny and Benji told them everything. Benji had sobered up a little bit before they came. Benji remember parts of the party so what he could remember he told the cops. Jenny filled the cops in on the rest of went on. She knew what had happened between her and Benji.
The next day Benji asked Jenny what had happened between them last night. She told him everything. He couldn’t believe it. He didn’t remember anything about that night except for the beginning of the party. He was shocked that he thought that Jenny was his dead girlfriend. Benji dated a lot of people. He knew that one of these days he was going to be dating someone and they were going to get murdered.
To this day Benji still doesn’t know how it happened. He keeps trying to figure it out but it’s not working. He knows that she was murdered but he doesn’t know how it happened or who did it.
As the months went on Benji just kind of forgot about the whole murder thing. He gave up trying to figure out how it was done and who had did it. One night he had a dream about his own death. He was at a party and he was talking to someone and they ended up sleeping with each other and then after they were finished she pulled out a knife and killed him. He finally realized who it was. It was Jenny. He knew then who had killed his girlfriend. He didn’t know what to make of it. He kept it to himself. Some of his friends noticed something different about him. They knew something was up but didn’t know how to go about it. After his friends realized that something was wrong with Benji.
Tristen told Benji that there was a party and asked if Benji wanted to come along. Benji was kind of hesitant to say yes at first but then he realized that it was just a stupid dream and that he should go out and have fun. It was his last year in college anyways.
Everyone showed up to the party. Benji started drinking as soon as he got there. He took Jenny upstairs and talked to her for like an hour. Benji asked Jenny why she had killed everyone off. Jenny told Benji that it wasn’t her. She asked him why he asked her that. He explained the dream that he had to her. Then things started to heat up between them. So they ended up messing around and then as soon as they were done Jenny pulled out a knife and murdered Benji. She knew that he had figured out that it was her killing everyone. She didn’t know if he knew why she was doing it but she just knew that he knew that it was her.
Michael and Julia walked in and saw what had happened. Right before she killed them both she brought up the fact that she didn’t lie to them about her place it was her friend’s place that they went to instead of hers and then Michael Julia realized who it was. They thought that it was her but they weren’t too sure about it. But before they could say anything Jenny shot them. They fell right on top of each other. Jenny decided to hide the bodies instead of calling the police this time. Only because she knew that they were on to her. So she moved out of town and changed her name, hair color and got another nose job. She was glad that she got the revenge that they al deserved. They treated her like dirt and she kept her emotions bottled up inside her and then when she went back she knew that she was going to get her revenge.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

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Hey! As some of u know I started writing a story and whatever. If you could all read it and comment on it I would appreciate it. I just hope that you all have time to read it. Two things before you start to read it, 1. It hasn't been profread. 2. it's not finished. I'll keep posting on it as I progress more. I'm hoping to have it finished by March this year. I started writing it on January 1, 2008. My first thing of the New Year! Please post on my story tell me what you all think.

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One day in college a couple of boys decided that they wanted to have a food fight but didn’t want to start it. It was their last year at college and they wanted to go out with a bang. So they paid a couple of freshman to start the food fight. Mashed potatoes started flying everywhere. Gravy and meat started flying next. Rolls and butter, and green beans were everywhere. The dean of the college got wind of this and grabbed everyone that pitched in to pay the freshmen and made them stay after school to clean the cafeteria.
When they all shoed up there were people already there. They were already there because they volunteered to help clean up everything. They became friends and started hanging out more.

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One night a bunch of friends, Jenny, Todd, Michael, Julia, Cristi, Lynn, Tristen and Benji were hangin out and they decided that they wanted to listen to music but it was 12:00 in the morning. They didn’t want to wake up their neighbors. So Todd turned on the music but it was really low. Michael was complaining because the music wasn’t loud enough. So Jenny told everyone that she had a place of her own and that it was so far out in the woods that no one would hear the music, and they could have it up as loud as they wanted. Todd turned off everything in his apartment and they all went to Jenny’s place. Michael, Todd, Tristen, Benji, Julia, and Cristi thought that Jenny was lying about the whole “she lived in the middle of nowhere thing,” because the last time that they were told that they found out that the girl was lying and that she lived in the middle of a big city. When they started to get closer they discovered that Jenny wasn’t lying. Cristi, Julia, and Lynn got scared. Michael and Todd told them not to worry and that they would protect them. They pulled in to the driveway and got out of the car. While they were looking at the house, they thought at first it looked like it was only a one-story house with a garage but as they got close they discovered that it was a two-story house. The house looked like it was abandon. The garage that looked like no one had used in years. The porch was up really high and had a railing that went all the way around it. The house had weeds that were almost 3 feet high in the front yard. It looked like something in a horror story everyone thought. Jenny told everyone to wait a minute. So everyone waited outside for a couple of minutes while she went to go turn on the lights. While they were waiting they thought that they heard something in the weeds. The porch light came on. Then everyone started walking up the stairs to go inside the house. As they got a closer look at the porch they discovered that it needed some fixing up and they understood why Jenny had told everyone to wait a minute because if you stepped in the wrong spot then you were going to fall through the floor and hit the ground. As they walked through the door, they looked around and found out that the house was a lot bigger than they thought it was. After they were all in Jenny said that they should wait in the living room while she went to grab snacks and soda for everyone. She pointed to where they were supposed to go to get there. The house was huge and she didn’t want anyone getting lost. They all said okay. Michael asked her if her cd player was in the living room. Jenny said yes. So Michael, Cristi, Julia, Lynn, Todd, Tristen, and Benji headed into the living room. While Jenny headed into the kitchen. Jenny was thinking that these are the people that said I had lied to them and they thought that I lived in the middle of a big city where I had a ton of neighbors. Which she knew that wasn’t true the people that were giving them a ride took them to their house and not hers. She had dyed her hair and changed her name and went back to that school. Jenny then walked back in to the living room. Everyone was really nice to her when she walked in.
Michael turned on some music. It was really loud. Cristi thought that they were being watch. She had mentioned it to Todd. But Todd told her not to worry about it because they were in the middle of nowhere and no one even knew they were there. Lynn had gone up the stairs because she wanted to check out the house. No one had noticed for an hour. When everyone finally noticed they went looking for Lynn. But of course they couldn’t find her. The last place they looked was in the bathroom. As soon as they opened the door they saw that blood was everywhere. Jenny, Todd, Michael, Cristi, Tristen, Benji, Julia saw that Lynn was dead. They didn’t know who did it but they had a feeling that it was someone in the house. They started to not trust each other. They all started pointing fingers at each other. They blamed one another for the murder. Cristi told everyone else that she thought they were being watch all night long and she thought that they should get out of there before anything else happened. They called the police. They all had to go to the police station and get asked questions. The police asked them questions. None of them could tell the police what had happened to Lynn.
The next day Michael, Julia, Cristi, Todd, Tristen, Benji and Jenny were watching the news and they discovered that Lynn had been murdered. They didn’t know what to think. They all blamed themselves for what had happened. If they had noticed sooner that Lynn had disappeared then this would have never happened. They had all gone to her funeral since they knew that they should be there anyways. It was kind of their fault that she was dead.

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A month had gone by and they all got together again. They went to a party. The same thing had happened again. It was about the same time that it had happened the last time. Only this time the two people that were there didn’t make it out alive. They found one of the girls in the bathroom covered in blood. They found the other girl in the hallway behind a really tall plant facing the wall.
The next day they went back. Everyone wanted to find out why it was happening and who was doing it. So they all stayed the night there. They figured that would be the only way that it would happen again. Sure enough they found Cristi had been murdered but only this time she was shoved in the garage door. They thought that this was weird. But as the looked closer they found a note pinned to her shirt. The note said, “Leave this house or all of you are going to die.” They didn’t know what to think. But they wanted to know who or what was doing this anyways. Everyone thought that it was a ghost that wanted revenge on who ever slept there. One of the guys just thought that it was a crazy old man that moved out of the house and then she moved in and now he wants his house back. But everyone agreed that it was just a ghost that wanted everyone out of the house because they had disturbed his resting place or something.
As the girl that owned the house started to think about it she had been told stories about the house and how it was haunted by a ghost that lived in the house and didn’t want anyone there but she moved in anyways thinking that nothing of the non-living would kill her for living there. She figured that if it’s just a ghost that it would try and swing something at her and it would just go right through her and not do anything to her. It was a ghost for crying out loud. But since she has seen everything she was thinking that maybe she should get outta the house before she dies. But she promised everyone that she would stay there and help find the thing that is doing all this.
So everyone stayed in the house until they could figure out what was going on. Three days had gone by and no one else was killed. No one new why. They figured if they left and went back that this would all happen again. So they all left and two days later they went back. But nothing happened. So they all left for a month. In that month they basically fell apart and stopped hanging out. But they all made a day to go back to that house. So the day had come and they all went back to the house. They were only there for a couple of hours. They all decided that they wanted to go out and eat some food and grab some snacks and soda since they were going to be there for a while. After they ate and went shopping they went back to the house. When they got back it looked like someone had broken into the house. They walked inside and everything was trashed. So before they did anything they cleaned up the house. They did as much as possible to make it look like no one had broke in. No one thought anything of this because it happens all the time. They have had to help their other friends clean up their apartments because of a break in. So after they finished cleaning up they turned on some music. They all had invited a couple more friends that they thought were cool. It’s about 7:30 at night and they have pretty much listened to everything they own. So she suggested that they turn on the television and see whats on. So they do that. Then someone says that they have to go to the bathroom, they kind of look at each other weird. They know what happened in the bathroom. So they let their friend go to the bathroom. They don’t say anything about what happened. But she pulls a side them and tells them what she’s heard about the house and explains why she didn’t tell them sooner. All of a sudden they hear a loud scream and then a really loud thud. Everyone races up the stairs to see what happened. They open the bathroom door, to their surprise theres no blood. They take their friend down stairs and sticks a cold washcloth on her forehead. When she comes too they ask her what happened and she tells them that she saw a giant zit on her face and passed out from it (when the truth really is that she was messing around with her boyfriend and the condom broke. She took a pregnancy test and it came back positive). Everyone rolled their eyes and walked away. After all that they put the music back on. The owner of the house had a huge headache and went upstairs to lie down. Which she discovers that someone is in her room. So she opened the door and discovered that her best friend was having sex with some random guy in her bed on her sheets.
After the little run-in she decides to just go into the bathroom and lock the door. Just so that she can have some privacy from everyone else. The people downstairs realize that she is missing but someone said they saw her walk up stairs. So her boyfriend goes up and check in the bathroom, sure enough she was in there. Her boyfriend knew what had happened. He could tell by the look on her face.
He told her that it was almost 3:00 am after she asked him what time it was. She told him to go down stairs and that she would be down in a minute. Then her best friend knocked on the door and asked if everything was alright. She said yes. Then her friend apologized for what she had done. She’s just like whatever. Shit happens.
After that she walked down stairs. Everyone was listening to music again having a good time. She knew something wasn’t right. She knew that someone was missing. She just couldn’t figure out who it was. Everyone else was starting to notice too. So they left the music on and went and searched the house for their friend. Of course, Jenny new exactly who it was after a minute and figured out where they were. So she went around the house telling everyone that she knew where the missing person was and that she would go get them. She walked up the stairs and opened her bedroom door and discovered that she had been murdered. She just thought, “oh god, not again.” There was another note. This time is read, “I know you were mad about what happened in here and I took care of it.” Jenny went and showed Benji and he told her that he had no idea what that was about. She made everyone leave. Benji stayed behind to make sure that Jenny didn’t go to school. Then she called the police and demanded that they find out who did that. The police said that they would do everything in their power to figure out who did it. She didn’t give the police the note though. She thought that it was sweet in a possessed kind of way.
As the days went by she held on to that note. She wondered who wrote it. She couldn’t figure out who wrote it. She wondered if something really was haunting the house and the only reason why it didn’t kill her was because it loved her. Jenny started thinking and remembered that her x-boyfriend was murdered in this house. She wondered if it was really him doing everything. She thought that it might be him doing it.
The police said that it was a weird way that they all died, because they all died the same way. The police said they died from their insides bursting. But they said that it looked like they had just been stabbed through the heart and they bled to death. But the one girl, Lynn, it looked like she had been shot in the head but we didn’t find any bullet or anywhere that it penetrated anything in the house.
Jenny thought this over and thought then maybe it was someone in the house and that someone lied to the police. But there was no bullet. That’s the only problem. Maybe she took her own life or something and made it look like she shot herself in the head. Or tried to make it look like she shot herself in the head. Which apparently she did a good job of it. As she thought of it more she thought that it was an ice bullet that killed her. That way it looked like she got shot in the head but theres no bullet because it would melt and there would be no evidence. As she stood in front of the police, she didn’t say anything about how her friend died.
Michael, Julia, Tristen and Benji are the only ones left in the group. Benji was dating someone, but after he invited her up she died. It was Jenny’s friend that got shot in the head. Jenny was jealous of her friend that was dating Benji. Jenny never said anything about it though.
A couple of months later, Jenny told Benji that her friend had cheated on him and that she deserved to die. Benji didn’t think that she deserved to die. After that Benji was kind of creeped out by Jenny. Jenny got mad because she wanted to date him but he wouldn’t go out with her.
Later that night everyone went to Jenny’s house and had a party. As the party progressed everyone was drinking except Jenny. Benji was pretty out of it and ended up sleeping with Jenny. He thought that it was his ex-girlfriend that had died two months earlier.
Jenny wanted revenge on everyone that was at the party, because she had a flashback of what had happened before she left college and came back a whole new person.
She didn’t remember any of that until Benji said that he was going to stay behind and protect her. That was what he had said to her the same night that everyone pretty much ditched her. Then the next day at school everyone stopped talking to her and talked about her behind her back. She felt like all of her friends had stabbed her in the back. So she packed up all of her stuff from the college and moved to a different town. Then she dyed her hair, changed her name, got a nose job, the whole nine yards just so that no one would know that it was her.
So when the police arrived Jenny and Benji told them everything. Benji had sobered up a little bit before they came.


Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Random Thoughs 25

Hey! Hope everyone is having a good new years and isn't too wasted. lol. Anyways... I can't wait until I can finally leave Hicksville, USA but as it turns out I might be here for a while longer, which is really starting to annoy me. Anyways... I started to write a story. I'm not very far in it yet but I'll get there. Me and a couple of my friends started a list on Things that make other women uncomfortable. I read it to my husband and whatever and I asked him if it made him uncomfortable then I had to ask him if he was still there and he told me that he wished that he wasn't. I started busting up laughing. It was just the way he said it. It was so funny. I thought that it was anyways. But yea that totally made my day. I know that it's the first of Januaray now but it was just the funnist thing ever. But anyways... I had a blast tonigh. I can't wait until I talk to a friend of mine tomorrow. My little brother made the night a lot better though. My brother was upstairs playing guitar hero III. I was watching something on youtube.com called "Masturbation Lesson" (you have to watch it in order to understand why this is so funny) and as soon as it was over my brother walked down stairs and said that his wrist hurt. It was the perfect timing ever. Everyone in the room started bustin up laughing. It was the greatest thing ever. Like seriously. I think that was the total high light of my day. My days now usually suck in some parts. But I love my friends to death. I love my family to death. I just think that it's the greatest thing ever. Anyways... I'm going to go.

~hearts~ me