My Life: March 2008

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One day in college a couple of boys decided that they wanted to have a food fight but didn’t want to start it. It was their last year at college and they wanted to go out with a bang. So they paid a couple of freshman to start the food fight. Mashed potatoes started flying everywhere. Gravy and meat started flying next. Rolls and butter, and green beans were everywhere. The dean of the college got wind of this and grabbed everyone that pitched in to pay the freshmen and made them stay after school to clean the cafeteria.
When they all showed up there were people already there. They were already there because they volunteered to help clean up everything. They became friends and started hanging out more. Their names were Jenny, Todd, Julia, Cristi, Lynn, Tristen and Benji.
One night a bunch of friends, Jenny, Todd, Michael, Julia, Cristi, Lynn, Tristen and Benji were hanging out and they decided that they wanted to listen to music but it was 12:00 in the morning and they didn’t want to wake up their neighbors. So Todd turned on the music but it was really low. Michael was complaining because the music wasn’t loud enough. So Jenny told everyone that she had a place of her own and that it was so far out in the woods that no one would hear the music, and they could have it up as loud as they wanted. Todd turned off everything in his apartment and they all went to Jenny’s place. Michael, Todd, Tristen, Benji, Julia, and Cristi thought that Jenny was lying about the whole “she lived in the middle of nowhere thing,” because the last time that they were told that they found out that the girl was lying and that she lived in the middle of a big city. When they started to get closer they discovered that Jenny wasn’t lying. Cristi, Julia, and Lynn got scared. Michael and Todd told them not to worry and that they would protect them. They pulled in to the driveway and got out of the car. While they were looking at the house, they thought at first it looked like it was only a one-story house with a garage but as they got close they discovered that it was a two-story house. The house looked like it was abandon. The garage that looked like no one had used in years. The porch was up really high and had a railing that went all the way around it. The house had weeds that were almost 3 feet high in the front yard. It looked like something in a horror story everyone thought. Jenny told everyone to wait a minute. So everyone waited outside for a couple of minutes while she went to go turn on the lights. While they were waiting they thought that they heard something in the weeds. The porch light came on. Then everyone started walking up the stairs to go inside the house. As they got a closer look at the porch they discovered that it needed some fixing up and they understood why Jenny had told everyone to wait a minute because if you stepped in the wrong spot then you were going to fall through the floor and hit the ground. As they walked through the door, they looked around and found out that the house was a lot bigger than they thought it was. After they were all in Jenny said that they should wait in the living room while she went to grab snacks and soda for everyone. She pointed to where they were supposed to go to get there. The house was huge and she didn’t want anyone getting lost. They all said okay. Michael asked her if her cd player was in the living room. Jenny said yes. So Michael, Cristi, Julia, Lynn, Todd, Tristen, and Benji headed into the living room. While Jenny headed into the kitchen. Jenny was thinking that these are the people that said I had lied to them and they thought that I lived in the middle of a big city where I had a ton of neighbors. Which she knew that wasn’t true the people that were giving them a ride took them to their house and not hers. She had dyed her hair and changed her name and went back to that school. Jenny then walked back in to the living room. Everyone was really nice to her when she walked in.
Michael turned on some music. It was really loud. Cristi thought that they were being watch. She had mentioned it to Todd. But Todd told her not to worry about it because they were in the middle of nowhere and no one even knew they were there. Lynn had gone up the stairs because she wanted to check out the house. No one had noticed for an hour. When everyone finally noticed they went looking for Lynn. But of course they couldn’t find her. The last place they looked was in the bathroom. As soon as they opened the door they saw that blood was everywhere. Jenny, Todd, Michael, Cristi, Tristen, Benji, Julia saw that Lynn was dead. They didn’t know who did it but they had a feeling that it was someone in the house. They started to not trust each other. They all started pointing fingers at each other. They blamed one another for the murder. Cristi told everyone else that she thought they were being watch all night long and she thought that they should get out of there before anything else happened. They called the police. They all had to go to the police station and get asked questions. The police asked them questions. None of them could tell the police what had happened to Lynn.
The next day Michael, Julia, Cristi, Todd, Tristen, Benji and Jenny were watching the news and they discovered that Lynn had been murdered. They didn’t know what to think. They all blamed themselves for what had happened. If they had noticed sooner that Lynn had disappeared then this would have never happened. They had all gone to her funeral since they knew that they should be there anyways. It was kind of their fault that she was dead.

A month had gone by and they all got together again. They went to a party. The same thing had happened again. It was about the same time that it had happened the last time. Only this time the two people that were there didn’t make it out alive. They found one of the girls in the bathroom covered in blood. They found the other girl in the hallway behind a really tall plant facing the wall.
The next day they went back. Everyone wanted to find out why it was happening and who was doing it. So they all stayed the night there. They figured that would be the only way that it would happen again. Sure enough they found Cristi had been murdered but only this time she was shoved in the garage door. They thought that this was weird. But as the looked closer they found a note pinned to her shirt. The note said, “Leave this house or all of you are going to die.” They didn’t know what to think. But they wanted to know who or what was doing this anyways. Everyone thought that it was a ghost that wanted revenge on who ever slept there. One of the guys just thought that it was a crazy old man that moved out of the house and then she moved in and now he wants his house back. But everyone agreed that it was just a ghost that wanted everyone out of the house because they had disturbed his resting place or something.
As the girl that owned the house started to think about it she had been told stories about the house and how it was haunted by a ghost that lived in the house and didn’t want anyone there but she moved in anyways thinking that nothing of the non-living would kill her for living there. She figured that if it’s just a ghost that it would try and swing something at her and it would just go right through her and not do anything to her. It was a ghost for crying out loud. But since she has seen everything she was thinking that maybe she should get outta the house before she dies. But she promised everyone that she would stay there and help find the thing that is doing all this.
So everyone stayed in the house until they could figure out what was going on. Three days had gone by and no one else was killed. No one new why. They figured if they left and went back that this would all happen again. So they all left and two days later they went back. But nothing happened. So they all left for a month. In that month they basically fell apart and stopped hanging out. But they all made a day to go back to that house. So the day had come and they all went back to the house. They were only there for a couple of hours. They all decided that they wanted to go out and eat some food and grab some snacks and soda since they were going to be there for a while. After they ate and went shopping they went back to the house. When they got back it looked like someone had broken into the house. They walked inside and everything was trashed. So before they did anything they cleaned up the house. They did as much as possible to make it look like no one had broke in. No one thought anything of this because it happens all the time. They have had to help their other friends clean up their apartments because of a break in. So after they finished cleaning up they turned on some music. They all had invited a couple more friends that they thought were cool. It’s about 7:30 at night and they have pretty much listened to everything they own. So she suggested that they turn on the television and see whats on. So they do that. Then someone says that they have to go to the bathroom, they kind of look at each other weird. They know what happened in the bathroom. So they let their friend go to the bathroom. They don’t say anything about what happened. But she pulls a side them and tells them what she’s heard about the house and explains why she didn’t tell them sooner. All of a sudden they hear a loud scream and then a really loud thud. Everyone races up the stairs to see what happened. They open the bathroom door, to their surprise theres no blood. They take their friend down stairs and sticks a cold washcloth on her forehead. When she comes too they ask her what happened and she tells them that she saw a giant zit on her face and passed out from it (when the truth really is that she was messing around with her boyfriend and the condom broke. She took a pregnancy test and it came back positive). Everyone rolled their eyes and walked away. After all that they put the music back on. The owner of the house had a huge headache and went upstairs to lie down. Which she discovers that someone is in her room. So she opened the door and discovered that her best friend was having sex with some random guy in her bed on her sheets.
After the little run-in she decides to just go into the bathroom and lock the door. Just so that she can have some privacy from everyone else. The people downstairs realize that she is missing but someone said they saw her walk up stairs. So her boyfriend goes up and check in the bathroom, sure enough she was in there. Her boyfriend knew what had happened. He could tell by the look on her face.
He told her that it was almost 3:00 am after she asked him what time it was. She told him to go down stairs and that she would be down in a minute. Then her best friend knocked on the door and asked if everything was alright. She said yes. Then her friend apologized for what she had done. She’s just like whatever. Shit happens.
After that she walked down stairs. Everyone was listening to music again having a good time. She knew something wasn’t right. She knew that someone was missing. She just couldn’t figure out who it was. Everyone else was starting to notice too. So they left the music on and went and searched the house for their friend. Of course, Jenny new exactly who it was after a minute and figured out where they were. So she went around the house telling everyone that she knew where the missing person was and that she would go get them. She walked up the stairs and opened her bedroom door and discovered that she had been murdered. She just thought, “oh god, not again.” There was another note. This time is read, “I know you were mad about what happened in here and I took care of it.” Jenny went and showed Benji and he told her that he had no idea what that was about. She made everyone leave. Benji stayed behind to make sure that Jenny didn’t go to school. Then she called the police and demanded that they find out who did that. The police said that they would do everything in their power to figure out who did it. She didn’t give the police the note though. She thought that it was sweet in a possessed kind of way.
As the days went by she held on to that note. She wondered who wrote it. She couldn’t figure out who wrote it. She wondered if something really was haunting the house and the only reason why it didn’t kill her was because it loved her.
Jenny started thinking and remembered that her x-boyfriend was murdered in this house. She wondered if it was really him doing everything. She thought that it might be him doing it.
The police said that it was a weird way that they all died, because they all died the same way. The police said they died from their insides bursting. But they said that it looked like they had just been stabbed through the heart and they bled to death. But the one girl, Lynn, it looked like she had been shot in the head but we didn’t find any bullet or anywhere that it penetrated anything in the house.
Jenny thought this over and thought then maybe it was someone in the house and that someone lied to the police. But there was no bullet. That’s the only problem. Maybe she took her own life or something and made it look like she shot herself in the head. Or tried to make it look like she shot herself in the head. Which apparently she did a good job of it. As she thought of it more she thought that it was an ice bullet that killed her. That way it looked like she got shot in the head but theres no bullet because it would melt and there would be no evidence. As she stood in front of the police, she didn’t say anything about how her friend died.
Michael, Julia, Tristen and Benji are the only ones left in the group. Benji was dating someone, but after he invited her up she died. It was Jenny’s friend that got shot in the head. Jenny was jealous of her friend that was dating Benji. Jenny never said anything about it though.
A couple of months later, Jenny told Benji that her friend had cheated on him and that she deserved to die. Benji didn’t think that she deserved to die. After that Benji was kind of creeped out by Jenny. Jenny got mad because she wanted to date him but he wouldn’t go out with her.
Later that night everyone went to Jenny’s house and had a party. As the party progressed everyone was drinking except Jenny. Benji was pretty out of it and ended up sleeping with Jenny. He thought that it was his ex-girlfriend that had died two months earlier.
Jenny wanted revenge on everyone that was at the party, because she had a flashback of what had happened before she left college and came back a whole new person.
She didn’t remember any of that until Benji said that he was going to stay behind and protect her. That was what he had said to her the same night that everyone pretty much ditched her. Then the next day at school everyone stopped talking to her and talked about her behind her back. She felt like all of her friends had stabbed her in the back. So she packed up all of her stuff from the college and moved to a different town. Then she dyed her hair, changed her name, got a nose job, the whole nine yards just so that no one would know that it was her.
So when the police arrived Jenny and Benji told them everything. Benji had sobered up a little bit before they came. Benji remember parts of the party so what he could remember he told the cops. Jenny filled the cops in on the rest of went on. She knew what had happened between her and Benji.
The next day Benji asked Jenny what had happened between them last night. She told him everything. He couldn’t believe it. He didn’t remember anything about that night except for the beginning of the party. He was shocked that he thought that Jenny was his dead girlfriend. Benji dated a lot of people. He knew that one of these days he was going to be dating someone and they were going to get murdered.
To this day Benji still doesn’t know how it happened. He keeps trying to figure it out but it’s not working. He knows that she was murdered but he doesn’t know how it happened or who did it.
As the months went on Benji just kind of forgot about the whole murder thing. He gave up trying to figure out how it was done and who had did it. One night he had a dream about his own death. He was at a party and he was talking to someone and they ended up sleeping with each other and then after they were finished she pulled out a knife and killed him. He finally realized who it was. It was Jenny. He knew then who had killed his girlfriend. He didn’t know what to make of it. He kept it to himself. Some of his friends noticed something different about him. They knew something was up but didn’t know how to go about it. After his friends realized that something was wrong with Benji.
Tristen told Benji that there was a party and asked if Benji wanted to come along. Benji was kind of hesitant to say yes at first but then he realized that it was just a stupid dream and that he should go out and have fun. It was his last year in college anyways.
Everyone showed up to the party. Benji started drinking as soon as he got there. He took Jenny upstairs and talked to her for like an hour. Benji asked Jenny why she had killed everyone off. Jenny told Benji that it wasn’t her. She asked him why he asked her that. He explained the dream that he had to her. Then things started to heat up between them. So they ended up messing around and then as soon as they were done Jenny pulled out a knife and murdered Benji. She knew that he had figured out that it was her killing everyone. She didn’t know if he knew why she was doing it but she just knew that he knew that it was her.
Michael and Julia walked in and saw what had happened. Right before she killed them both she brought up the fact that she didn’t lie to them about her place. It was her friend’s place that they went to instead of hers and then Michael and Julia realized who it was. They thought that it was her but they weren’t too sure about it. But before they could say anything Jenny shot them. They fell right on top of each other. Jenny decided to hide the bodies instead of calling the police this time. Only because she knew that they were on to her. So she moved out of town and changed her name, hair color and got another nose job. She was glad that she got the revenge that they all deserved. They treated her like dirt and she kept her emotions bottled up inside her and then when she went back she knew that she was going to get her revenge.
Part 2
A month later it started again, but it was with different people at different times. Finally Jenny figured out that she needed to go to a councilor. So she went to the first councilor that she found. She knew that it wasn’t a private councilor. She knew that if she told the councilor everything that they could call who ever they wanted and that she would end up in jail. She had told her councilor everything. The councilor had called the police right after Jenny left from her first appointment. Jenny figured that something was up. The next time Jenny went in for her appointment the police were there. The police took Jenny in. They arrested her for first degree murder.
While she was in jail Jenny had come to realize that she didn’t know what she was doing with her life. She didn’t realize that she had let her anger get the best of her. Jenny figured out that she needed to quit killing people. She needed to find something to do with her life and learn to let go of all the emotions she held inside of her.
Then she realized that she had killed the one person that ment a lot to her. She had killed the one person that she wanted to marry. She didn’t realize what she was doing until it was too late. The police had been looking for her for months. Finally they caught up to her. Jenny found out that she was pregnant. She didn’t know whose child it was until she started thinking about it. It was Benji’s child. She had went and told the judge that she was pregnant and didn’t know what to do about it. The judge had told her that she would not be allowed to have her baby while she was in jail. She had to give it up for adoption. The baby had gone to a really well raised family. The baby was never going to know his birth mother because no one was going to tell him about her. But he was named after his father.
As time went on and Benji Jr. got older he asked his parents why they named him Benji and they didn’t want to tell him the truth. They told him that it was the name that he had come with. They didn’t know why his name was Benji. By the time Benji was sixteen, he wanted to know the truth. His adopted family had told him that his mothers name was Jenny and his fathers name was Benji and where his mother and father grew up. They didn’t tell Benji that his father was murdered by his mother. Just that his mother went to jail because of something that she had done.
He wondered why he was always dreaming about killing people. He always wanted to just go out and kill all of the people that were mean to him. The same night that his adopted family told him where his birth mother grew up at, he ran away from home. He wanted to see where his mother grew up. So he took his car and went to the town that she lived in. Benji drove the four hundred miles to get to that town. He had heard the story about where she was living. So he went directly to that spot. He figured that no one would even notice that he was gone.
The next morning when his adopted parents went to go get him up for school they realized that Benji was nowhere to be found. They called the police and had them search for him. They started thinking about what they had told him and they didn’t think that he would go all the way out there to see where his mother grew up at. They finally figured out an hour after looking where he had gone. They didn’t think that he would have gone all the way there to see that place. They knew the truth about that place. They didn’t tell Benji because they didn’t want him to freak out and go on a killing spree like his mother.
As Benji was driving he thought to himself maybe I should stay there because it’s almost three o’clock in the morning and it was a long drive and he didn’t want to have to make the same trip in a couple of hours apart with no sleep and that he deserved to know where his mother had grew up at.
Benji had stayed the night at the house. He didn’t think that anything bad would happen. He had drove the four hundred miles to get there he figured that he could stay there for a couple of hours and get some sleep then make the trip back before his parents even knew that he was gone.
Benji walked in and walked around for a while and found a bed and laid down and fell a sleep. Then the next thing he knew he was getting attacked by his parents. He didn’t even have time to explain to them why he had done what he did, but he figured that he was old enough to drive so he should be old enough to know more about his mother. His parents had grounded him anyways. He wasn’t allowed to do anything.
He hadn’t read anything about her. He just knew where she grew up because that was all his parents had wanted to tell him about her. So he figured that he would just check out what they said about his mother at school. He couldn’t wait to get to school. He didn’t know what he was looking for. He knew that she had gone to jail. So he had checked all of the local papers. He knew that her name was Jenny. He had found an article about her. As he read more of it, some things started to become clearer to him. About the dreams he had been having, his mood swings. The way that he wanted to kill people all the time. He didn’t think that it was a bad thing. He thought that everyone had had those kinds of thoughts. As he read more of the article he discovered that not everyone had those kinds of thoughts. He realized that it ran in the family. It was a character trait. Benji didn’t think that it was a good thing that he had gotten that character trait. He wondered what character trait he had gotten from his father. He always felt like he had to be a bad ass. He wondered if that was the trait that he got from his father. Then he discovered that both of his birth parents were dead. He decided that he needed to find out more about his birth father.
As Benji was deciding that he should find out more about his birth father, the bell rang for school to be over. So Benji headed home. He already new that he was grounded but he wasn’t sure of what was going to happen next.
After Benji got home his parents wanted to talk to him. Benji was just like “great what did I do now?” As he walked into the kitchen he was afraid of what he had done. After he got into the kitchen someone was sitting at the table with his parents. He didn’t know what to think. His parents told him to sit down and they would explain everything. So Benji sat down. Benji wasn’t sure of what was happening. As he sat there he waited for his parents to tell him what was going on.
His parents told him that because of the little stunt that he had pulled he had to go to counseling. Benji didn’t know why his parents were making him go to counseling. He sat there waiting for an explanation for a couple of minutes. Then he asked why his parents wanted him to go to counseling. They told him because they want him to go. So he agreed to go.
Benji was at his first appointment and didn’t understand why he was there. Then he got called into the councilor’s room and the councilor told Benji why he was there. They told him that his parents wanted to make sure that he wasn’t crazy. They were afraid that he was going to turn out to be like his birth mother. Benji played dumb and asked the councilor what they ment. The councilor didn’t know how to answer that. They decided to call Benji’s parents. Benji’s parents came in and told Benji the whole truth about his birth mother. After they were done explaining the truth to him, Benji had told them that he had been doing research on his mother anyways. He wanted to know what she was like and if he could figure out some things about his life.
Benji had pulled away from his parents and basically quit talking to them after a while. Benji’s parents had told him that he was adopted at the age of thirteen. After that he quit talking to them. They had basic conversation. They talked about the weather, the day they had (which wasn’t much), and how good supper was that night.
His parents tried to figure out what he ment by that. They didn’t think that he was just like his birth mother. That was the one thing they were afraid of. Finally they figured out that they needed to talk to their son about what had been going on. They needed to figure out why he wanted to know so much about his birth mother, Jenny.
After they got home Benji was sitting at the kitchen table. Benji’s parents asked him why he had walked out of the meeting they were having. He told them that he needed to think about everything. His parents understood that. They knew that telling him would have been a mistake. They didn’t think that he would have done everything that he did. Benji explained to them what he had been doing in school. Then his parents understood. They told him that he should have told them sooner about what he was doing. Benji told them about the dreams that he was having. He also told them that he was afraid of what they would say if he told them that. They told him that it was okay and that they would try to work through everything. Benji make a pack with his parents: Never to keep anything from his parents again.
Part 3
After a while Benji finally realized that he had to move on with his life. He finally realized that he needed to find a girlfriend. So he did that. He knew that he had liked someone for a while from school but he didn’t know how to talk to her. Her name was Alexis. He had been friends with her for a while. Then Benji finally realized that he liked Alexis. He didn’t know how to act around her anymore. He tried to act normal but it didn’t work out too well. Alexis knew that Benji was acting weird. Every time that she tried to ask him what was up he ran from her. She wasn’t sure what was going on.
Benji went home and told his adopted parents what was happening with him and how he couldn’t talk to Alexis anymore. They thought that it was cute that he had gotten a crush on her. Benji never thought that he of all people would get a crush on his best friend. He didn’t know what to think of this. So he asked him mom and dad what he should do. They told Benji that he should ask Alexis out.
The next day at school Benji walked up to Alexis and told her that he was sorry for the way he was acting around her. Alexis asked why he had been acting like that. Benji told her the truth. He told her that he really liked her. Alexis told him that she felt the same way. Benji asked her out Alexis said yes. Benji took Alexis to the movies. She was excited to go. Benji couldn’t wait to pick her up. Alexis didn’t know what she should wear. She knew that it was a date but it was with her best friend. She didn’t know if she should get dressed up or if she should just dress the same way she always did. She called her best gal pal and asked her. Her gal pal told her that she should get dressed up a little bit. So Alexis did.
When Benji showed up to get Alexis, he didn’t know what to think about her getting dressed up. Benji didn’t know if he like Alexis’s new look or not. He just dealt with it though. He wasn’t sure if she was going to change completely. He hoped that she wasn’t going to. He told himself that if she really did change that he wouldn’t go out with her anymore. Only because he liked her the way she was.
The next day at school, Alexis asked Benji what he thought of her outfit from the night before. He told her that he didn’t really like it. Benji was glad that she was in her normal clothes again. Alexis asked Benji what he thought of what she was wearing that day. He said that it was more her than the out fit she was wearing the other night. She agreed with Benji.
Benji and Alexis went out again. Alexis dressed in her normal clothes. Benji approved of that. He really liked her outfit and everything. They went to the movies and afterwards Benji and Alexis went back to Benji’s house. His parents weren’t home. So they stayed in his room. Benji and Alexis fell a sleep. Benji had a dream about killing off Alexis because he found out that she was cheating on him with one of his best friends. He woke up in a cold sweat from it. He didn’t know what to think about it. Alexis felt Benji jump and woke up and asked him what was up. He told her it was just a bad dream.
The next day in school Benji watched Alexis. He didn’t know if the dream was true or not. So he watched her for a the next couple of weeks. Benji didn’t notice anything different about her. So he just figured that the dream wasn’t true. Him and Alexis stayed together. But secretly he watched her every move.
After a while Alexis started to notice that Benji was watching her every move. One night when they were hanging out Alexis asked Benji why he was watching her every move. He told her it was because he had a dream and didn’t know what to think of it. So he flat out asked her if she was cheating on him. She told him no. He said okay and that he would lay off of watching her every move.
After a while, Benji started to trust Alexis again. He did what he told her he was going to do.
A couple of weeks later, Alexis and Benji stopped hanging out as much as they use too. Benji didn’t think anything of it. He knew that Alexis was going to go out for the cheerleading squad and knew that she had practice all the time and by the time she was out of practice that she was going to be really tired. He knew that she wasn’t going to want to do anything. One night Benji decided to call Alexis but her mom said that she wasn’t home. He wondered where she was.
Benji figured out that his dream was true. He got really pissed off and went to go look for Alexis. He found her and asked her what she was doing. She told him that she was just hanging out with some friends from the squad. He said okay and asked her if he could stay and hang out too. Alexis said sure. She was glad that she was hanging out with friends from the squad that night.
A day later Benji figured out that Alexis really was cheating on him with his best friend. He had come home from a long day of work. Working just so that bitch can survive and he walked in on her and his best friend in his bed.
“Benji! You are home early” Alexis had shrieked. That night I broke the bathroom mirror and slit her throat while she was in the shower. Stupid fuckin bitch.
Then Benji panicked. He just killed his girlfriend, the love of his life. The body. What to do with the body? He ran out to the wood stove room and grabbed the wood chopping axe. Back in the bathroom, he viciously attacked the dead body with the axe until her organs and tissues were in little bites. Benji brutally ate the pieces until all that was left in the bath tub was blood stains. He turned the shower on and took the spray hose to wash down the walls to the shower. He looked around the bathroom and saw all of the blood spray. Shit, he thought. He sprayed the hose at the wall, soaking the bathroom. Then thoughts rushed through his head. How could he have really done that. Memories and flash backs crossed his mind. Alexis, his beautiful girlfriend and best friend was dead and he was to blame. Suddenly he felt a pain of remorse and his stomach lurched. He threw himself against the floor and vomited repeatedly into the toilet.
His life had just changed so quickly and there was nothing he could do now. He couldn’t bring Alexis back, she was in his toilet. Benji pulled a bunch of bath towels out of the cupboard closet and rubbed the walls and bathroom floors down.
“Benji” his adopted mother called. His mind raced on what to say as he heard her foot steps getting closer to the bathroom door. “Are you in there?” she asked. He told her yes and she opened the bathroom door. “What did you spill on the carpet?” Benji looked over frantically and saw that the blood had seeped out into the hallway onto his mother’s white carpet.
“I was just trying to clean that up. I was in a hurry to answer the phone and I dropped my glass of red kool-aide. I’m really sorry” Benji lied.
“Oh, I see. don’t worry about it, I got some new carpet cleaner that can get the stain out.” she looked behind him into the bathroom. “Are you sick? Is that vomit?” Benji desperately ran over and threw the seat down and flushed the toilet. “Benji, you’re sweating bullets, what’s wrong?” she asked again.
“Must have eaten something bad at work” Benji said “They passed out these ravioli’s for the workers who forgot their lunches. I was in a hurry this morning with Alexis here” Benji continued to lie.
“Oh, should I make you a Dr.’s appointment?” she asked in a motherly tone.
“No, its probably just an over night stomach bug. I’ll be fine” Benji said.
“Ok. Well I’ll go get that carpet cleaner” she said “And who called?”
“What?” Benji asked.
“You said that you were running to get the phone when you dropped the drink” she said
“Oh yeah. It was aunt Jane. She wanted to know when my birthday was.” Benji said and he wiped the sweat rolling off of his fore head with the sleeve of his shirt.
“Oh, ok. Well let me get that carpet cleaner for you” she said and went out to the kitchen. Benji slowly and cautiously walked over to the toilet and lifted the lid. There in the bowl, was one of Alexis’s blue eyeballs. Benji gasped and slammed the lid down and flushed it again. This had become a living hell.
“Here you are, dear” his mother said and she handed him the bottle of Mr. Clean. Benji took it and walked over to the carpet stain.
“Just use a wet washcloth and scrub at it with the carpet cleaner.” she said.
“Ok” Benji said and he gently poured some of the white powdery stuff on the stain. Then he used one of the wet towels and scrubbed the stain.
When you could no longer see the red mess, Benji threw all of the towels in the dirty laundry hamper and went into his room.
The burden of what he had committed carried on his shoulders for what seemed like an eternity in those few short hours in his room.
“Benji, Alexis’s parents just called. She never came home, have you seen her?” his adopted mother asked, outside his bedroom door.
“No, I haven’t seen her since I left for work this morning. Maybe she went to Ethan’s house” Benji said. Ethan was his old best friends name, before he had fucked his girlfriend on Benji’s bed. As Benji thought more about it, he got even more pissed off and the remorse slowly disappeared.
“Ok. I’ll tell her parents to check there.” his mother said and he heard her foot steps leave the bedroom door. Benji sat up in his bed and started to think up a plan on how to get his revenge on Ethan and pin the murder on him. He shouldn’t have got rid of the body, Benji bet with himself that Alexis had Ethan’s seamen was in Alexis, she was allergic to latex, so she was on birth control. Alexis and Benji had never used condoms when they had intercourse.
“Benji, the phone is for you” his mother said from outside of his bedroom door.
“Ok” Benji said and stood up. He opened the phone and she handed him the phone. “Hello?” he asked into the phone.
“Benji. I’m really sorry about what happened. Alexis’s parents just called here, they cant find her” Ethan said.
“Yea, they called here too. Are you still mad at me Benji?”
“Yea I’m still mad at you. You fucked my girlfriend, and now no one knows where she’s at. Maybe she killed herself. That would have been her best choice. I think personally.”
“Don’t say that. You know that you loved her and now you act like you don’t care at all.”
“Maybe I don’t care anymore. Maybe it was her fault that she fucked up. Actually it was her fault.”
“That’s really cold man.”
“I don’t feel like talking to you anymore. Goodbye.” Benji hung up the phone. Ethan thought that it was rude of Benji to just hang up on him. Ethan understood why Benji was mad at him though. Ethan would be mad too if Benji had done that too him.
Benji was still really pissed off at Ethan for everything that he did. Benji thought that maybe he could pin Alexis’s murder on him. He would just tell the police everything that he did to Alexis and blame it on Ethan. Benji thought this through. He figured out that it wouldn’t work and that he would end up in jail. Benji figured that he would crack under all of the pressure. He would be the one to stand up in court and tell everyone that he was the one that did killed Alexis and ate her then puked it back up in the toilet and flushed the body down into the sewers. He decided not to go to the police. He knew that the police were investigating Alexis’s disappearance. Benji was afraid that if the police started asking him questions that he would just spill everything to them. About how Alexis cheated on him and how it was with his best friend and how he killed her then ate her body and puked it all back up and flushed it down the toilet. After a while the police told Alexis’s parents that they couldn’t recover the body and they didn’t know where to start looking. Alexis’s parents told the police the last place they knew where she was, was at her boyfriends house. (Which was Benji’s house.)
The police asked Benji if he had heard from Alexis in the last couple of weeks. Benji told them no, that he hadn’t heard from her since he went to work the morning before she disappeared. The police checked out his story and it checked out.
Benji was lad that the police stopped questioning him about Alexis’s disappearance. The police started to question Ethan. Ethan told the police that he hadn’t seen Alexis for a couple of days.
After the police questioned Ethan, Benji decided to get his revenge on Ethan for sleeping with Alexis. Benji wanted to kill Ethan but with the police still looking out for who ever killed Alexis he didn’t want to risk anything.
Benji started thinking about what his parents looked like and what Ethan looked like. For some odd reason they looked the same. Benji didn’t know why he thought of this all of a sudden, Benji thought that it was weird.
While Benji was thinking about this his mother wanted to talk to him about something. While she waited for Benji to come downstairs, she knew that she should have told Benji about the child they gave up for adoption a long time a go. Benji finally walked downstairs and asked his mom what was up. She told him everything about the child that she had given up for adoption. She told him that the child they had given up was Ethan. Benji didn’t know what to think of this. He had all of these plans to kill Ethan and now his mom told him that he had a brother and that it was his best friend, that slept with his girlfriend. Benji was pissed that his parents had told him that. He didn’t know what to do now. He wanted to kill Ethan but it was his brother and now his parents knew that it was his brother all along, Benji didn’t want to kill him now.
A couple of months later everyone figured that Alexis was dead so they stopped looking for her. Benji was off the hook. He still remembered that Ethan was his brother. He wanted to kill him off so bad but couldn’t because it was his parents child. Benji was still really pissed. He went and told his parents about what Ethan had done. His parents weren’t too happy about it. They didn’t think that he would have grown up to be like that but they were wrong. Benji didn’t know what his parents thought about it. He knew that they were pissed but that was it. He wanted to know what they thought. Maybe they didn’t know what to think except for the fact that their son they had together and gave up for adoption turned out to be one of the kids that no one could trust.
Part 4
After everything that happened, Benji went off to college and didn’t worry about anything. He didn’t tell anyone about what he did to Alexis. He couldn’t imagine what his parents would have thought about him. Benji knew that they were mad about what Ethan had done. He didn’t know if they would be even madder about what he had done. He didn’t even know what they were thinking at that point. He didn’t want to leave home without knowing but he had to get to college and get moved in before classes started. Benji was excited about going to college. This ment new people, new classes, and a new place to live. Benji and Ethan had a plan to go to the same college but because of everything that happened Benji didn’t know if Ethan was going to go to the same college. Ethan got accepted to a couple of different colleges. Ethan didn’t know what college he was going too.
Benji couldn’t wait to get to his first class. Benji couldn’t wait to get around and do the work that he knew he had to do. He was excited about getting swamped with home work. That way he wouldn’t have to deal with anything. He wouldn’t have to think about everything that happened with Alexis and Ethan and how he killed Alexis. He didn’t really want to think about how he had killed Alexis. It still made him sick to his stomach. Benji wasn’t sure why he had ate Alexis’s body, but he did know that he had to hide the evidence. He did that very well because the police still didn’t know what happened to Alexis. They figured that she was kidnapped and who ever did it took her out of town and killed her. The police knew where there jurisdiction was and they figured that the killer knew too. So they couldn’t do anything about it. Alexis’s parents were really upset afterwards. Benji really didn’t want to think about it but that was all he could do. He still couldn’t believe he was the one that did it and that he actually got away with it.
As Benji was unpacking his stuff, he found something that Alexis had given him when they were together. It said “I will love you forever and always.” Benji decided to throw that away. He should have known that it was a lie. He should have known that his dream was going to be true. He really didn’t want to believe that his dream was real. He should have known not to trust Alexis. Benji knew that Alexis had a crush on Ethan but didn’t want to admit it. Benji saw that Alexis had a crush on Ethan since they were little. Benji thought that as they got older that the crush would go away. Benji was wrong. He had to admit though that he was jealous of Ethan. Benji always wanted Alexis to look at him like she looked at Ethan.
Benji concentrated on getting the rest of his stuff unpacked, instead of the past. Benji knew that he had to concentrate on the future. He figured that his mother got away with killing people for a long time and figured that he only killed one person. He didn’t know how his mother dealt with the pain of killing people or how she got over that she killed the one person that she loved. It wasn’t like he could ask her, she was dead. “Speaking of that” Benji thought to himself, “I should find out where she’s buried at and go see her grave and see if anyone has left anything for her.”
He figured that no one would have left anything. He knew that his birth mother, Jenny, killed off all of her friends. Benji really didn’t want to turn into his birth mother. But with the way he was thinking and what he was doing he was well on his way to becoming like his birth mother. Benji was afraid of everything. He really didn’t want to let people into his life, because if he did he was afraid of what would happen to everyone that he let get close to him. So he just had a few people that he talked too. Benji didn’t really hang out with anyone.
Benji was swapped with homework but he knew that he had to call his mom. He didn’t know if he could get everything done. He had a five page paper to write and he had three other projects to do by the next day. He knew that he shouldn’t have slacked off like he did but he couldn’t manage to get any sleep at night. Ever since he got to the dorm, he could only think about what had happened between Ethan and Alexis and what he had done to Alexis. Well Benji while still dwelling on Alexis’s demise and him needing to call his mom he decides to lay down on his bed and think on what to say to his mom and thinking on what he had done to Alexis and thinking why, while knowing yet still wondering why. Benji decided to call his mom and tell her about his grades and homework. His mom while disappointed talks about something else trying not to get angry or yell she said to him Benji try doing your work you wouldn’t believe what would happen well after Benji talked to his mom he went for a walk to ponder on what has and is happening to him and others around him especially Alexis, he still could not believe what he did to her then he began to think about his mother and how he is turning into what he hates so much. He decided to sit down on a bench that he walked by and with it being fall not freezing but small cold chills of wind. Benji closed his eyes for a few seconds catching himself trying not to fall asleep so he gets up and heads back to his dorm and of all people he runs in to Ethan and instead of spear tackling him to the ground and tearing him apart ligament by ligament Benji decided to just say “hi” and ask how things are going hoping that Ethan dose not bring up Alexis and make him act weird to make suspicions, thankfully he didn’t and left soon after his answer and I made it back to my dorm and went to bed with terrible dreams of him and his ex-girlfriends torn, body parts being puked out of his stomach. The next morning wondering how he stayed asleep through the horrific memory, with the thought of him morning the death and murder of Alexis.
Benji didn’t know what to do about the memory. He didn’t really want to talk to his mom about the memory. Benji just went to class and ignored everything that had happened. He just did his homework and didn’t think about what was going on. While he was working on his homework someone came and knocked on the door. Benji didn’t really want to answer it but he figured that it might be someone important. Benji got up to answer the door. To his surprise it was Ethan. Benji wondered why Ethan was there.
Benji asked Ethan what he was doing there. Ethan told Benji that his mom called him and asked him to check up on him. Benji didn’t think that he needed to be checked up on but Benji welcomed the company. While Benji and Ethan were talking about everything Benji was plotting to kill Ethan.
Part 5
Benji knew that he wanted to kill Ethan because of everything that had happened. He couldn’t wait to kill off Ethan but Benji knew that Ethan was his brother. That was the biggest problem. Benji didn’t want his mom to know that he was plotting to kill Ethan. Every time Benji saw Ethan all the anger came back to him. Benji kept plotting though. Benji had to make it look like he didn’t do it. He had to find someone to blame it on. Benji thought to himself “Maybe I should just hire a hit man. That way no one can link the murder to me.” Benji wanted Ethan dead. That much he was sure of. Ethan showed up to Benji’s dorm room almost everyday.
Ethan thought that everything between the both of them was peachy. Ethan didn’t know that Benji was plotting to kill him. Benji finally decided on how he was going to kill Ethan.
Benji was going to get Ethan wasted then he was going to make him take a bunch of pills and make him OD. Then just send him on his way and that way no one can link the murder to him. Benji just had to figure out away to throw a party with a lot of alcohol and not get in trouble for having it. Maybe Benji would just tell Ethan that they should celebrate being friends again. That way it would just be the two of them that way there wouldn’t be any witnesses. Benji had to think of when to do it. Benji thought to himself, “maybe I should do it this weekend.” That way he’ll be dead by Monday and no one will know what happened. Maybe it will take them a few days to find him then when they try to figure out how he died they will realize that he OD’d on pills. Ethan was known as the party guy around campus. Which was a great thing to Benji.
Benji called Ethan and wanted to know what he was doing this weekend. Ethan told him nothing really. So Benji asked Ethan if he wanted to come over to celebrate their friendship. Ethan said okay.
The plans were made. This way Benji could find something to kill off Ethan and it would take a while for it to kill him. That way Ethan could be in his dorm room when he died.
The time finally came when Benji would get his revenge on Ethan. Benji started off giving Ethan alcohol. It didn’t take long for Ethan to get smashed. Then Benji told Ethan to take some pills, so Ethan did. Then Ethan said that he had to head home. He had stuff to do. Benji said okay and walked Ethan home. As Benji was walking back to his own dorm he had the satisfaction of knowing that he killed Ethan and finally got his revenge.
A couple of days later Benji called his mom. He asked her if she’s heard from Ethan at all. She told him no. He said okay. Benji decided to make sure that Ethan was dead and went to check on him in his dorm room. If Ethan was dead then Benji would call it in and sound really depressed about it. Benji found Ethan dead on his dorm room floor. Benji called the police and explained to them what had happened that night and that Benji walked him home and nothing seemed wrong and then didn’t hear from him again. Benji told the police that he didn’t know what happened after that.
Benji realized that he killed his only sibling that he knew because of something stupid. Benji wasn’t sure of how to deal with that. He wished that his birth mother was around so that he could ask her, but he figured that if she was around then none of this would have happened. Benji also realized that he was turning out to be just like his birth mother. Benji finally decided to go visit her grave it was only a couple of minutes away. Benji wanted so much that he couldn't handle all of it. He wasn't sure of how to do anything anymore. So he went to go visit his mothers grave. When he got there he wasn't sure where it was exactly but he had to see her, well her grave at least. Before he went to go see her grave he went and bought a bunch of flowers to leave there.
Benji went to Jenny's grave. He wasn't sure what to expect. When he got there he noticed that someone else had left flowers for her. Benji thought that this was strange because he had gotten told that Jenny killed off everyone that she ever cared about and that she didn't have any family left. Benji was wondering who had left the flowers for his birth mom. He figured that he shouldn’t dwell on it too bad. When he got back to his dorm room there was a note on his door. It was left by his mom.
It read: “Benji as soon as you get in call me. We need to talk. Love you lots. Mom” Benji was afraid of what was going on. So he decided to call his mom.
“Hi mom. I got your note.”“Hi Benji. I’m glad that you got my note.”
“Did you leave flowers on my mothers grave earlier today?”
“Yes. Why?”
“Because I went up there to do the same thing and I had gotten told that she killed off all of her friends and that all of her family was gone.”“Oh. So you did listen to me, when I was telling you about your mother.”“Yea I listened to you. But anyways what’s up?”
“Oh, right. I was only calling you to tell you how Ethan died. I figured that you would want to know.”“You know already?”“Yea. His mom called us this morning.”“Oh. So how did he die?”“Drug overdose. His parents didn’t think that he had a problem and they didn’t know that he was doing all sorts of drugs or drinking alcohol.”“Oh. That’s too bad that he had to die like that.”
“Yes I know sweetie. Do you want to come home and talk about everything?”“No that’s okay. I think I can make it through the rest of the semester. I only have two weeks left, but if it gets too hard then I’ll come home.”
“Okay sweetie.”
“Okay mom. I’ll talk to you later.”“Okay. Oh wait.”
“What?”“I have other news.”
“Okay.”“Your going to have another brother or sister.”
“I’m what??”“Yep.”
“Wow what news. First bad news the really good news. That should help me make it through the rest of the semester.”
“That’s a good thing though right?”
“Yea mom.”
“Okay sweetie I’ll talk to you later.”
“Okay bye mom.”
“Bye.”
After Benji hung up the phone he wasn’t sure what to think about this news. He hoped that his little brother or sister didn’t turn out to be like him. He was excited about getting a new little brother or sister. He was just afraid that they would turn out to be like him. Benji didn’t want to tell anyone about his good news. Especially after what happened to Ethan.
As the days went by Benji was more and more excited about getting a little brother or sister. Everyone that was around Benji knew that something was up. They didn’t know what it was then they remembered that Ethan had killed himself. They knew that Ethan was Benji’s best friend. They thought that Benji was depressed because of it. No one knew that Benji was the one that killed Ethan. Benji didn’t want anyone to know that he had killed Ethan. Benji wanted everyone to think that Ethan had killed himself. Benji was turning into his birth mother. Which was something he didn’t want to do in the first place but if anyone knew that they were brothers it would make everything so much worse. Including if Ethan had found out. Then Ethan would want to hang out with Benji all the time. Benji didn’t really like the thought of that idea, because of everything with Ethan and Alexis.
Everyone at school was still worried about Benji. They didn’t know why he was smiling, they knew that Benji had been friends with Ethan, and now Ethan was dead. So one day everyone in Benji’s classes ganged up on him and asked him why he was smiling right after Ethan had killed himself. Benji assured them that he was deeply devastated about Ethan killing himself but he was happy because he had just found out that he was going to have a little brother or sister. His class mates were surprised by this little fact. They were happy for Benji. They weren’t really sure of
what to think about this good news. Everyone was upset that Ethan killed himself.
After a while everyone left Benji alone to collect his thoughts. Benji figured that he was upset about Ethan’s death but he was the one that did it. He knew that Ethan had to go down. Every time Benji thought about the death of everyone, he thought of what happened. When he thought about it, it pissed him off. Then Benji was glad that everyone was dead. He wondered what would happen after words. He didn’t know if they would keep looking into everything or if they would drop it. Benji figured that they would drop the investigation.
A week later Benji went home to see his family for break. He couldn’t wait to get home. He couldn’t wait to see his mom. The thought of Benji going to see his family made him realize that Alexis and Ethan would never seen their families again. Benji didn’t really think about that when he was killing them. Finally Benji told his mom and dad the truth. About how he killed Alexis and Ethan. They were shocked about Benji telling them the truth, but they were pissed at Benji. Benji’s parents called the cops on Benji. Benji ended up going to jail. After a couple of day with Benji not being in school, they started to wonder where he was. So they called his parents to find out where he was. His parents told the dean of the college that Benji was in jail, because Benji was in jail, he lost his scholarship to the school. The word spread fast around campus. Everyone couldn’t believe that Benji was the one in jail.
Part 6
Benji got out of jail on good behavior. As soon as he was out of jail he met someone. Benji was glad that he met someone. He didn’t know if his parents would talk to him. He figured that he would try to call them. His parents didn’t want anything to do with him. Benji was on his own. Except for the girl that he had met. Her name was Jamie, but everyone called her Jenni like his birth mother. She was pretty. She had blonde hair and she was thin. Benji thought that she looked like his mother. He had seen pictures of his mother. The only difference between her and his mother was the color of their hair. After Benji found out that his parents didn’t want anything to do with him, he went to talk to Jenni. Benji knew that their anniversary was coming up. Benji was planning something very special for her. He just hoped that she wouldn’t say no.
The day of their one year anniversary, Benji bought Jenni a bunch of red roses, made her breakfast in bed. He made her lunch and then took her out to a romantic place for dinner. After dinner, the waitress brought them dessert. When Jenni looked down at the dessert there was a right on top. Benji got down on one knee and asked her to marry him. Jenni was really surprised by this. She started crying. Benji was afraid that he had done something wrong. Jenni assured him that he didn’t do anything wrong. She was just happy. Jenni told Benji yes. Their wedding date was set for the late fall. Jenni liked the color of the leaves when they changed. Benji agreed to have the wedding in the late fall. Jenni wanted the wedding outside. Benji was just afraid that it was going to be too cold to have the wedding in the fall. Jenni did all the planning for the wedding.
After they were married Jenni found out that she was pregnant. They wre going to have a little boy. After that he thought about his mom being pregnant and if his mom had a baby girl or a baby boy. He wondered if he had a little brother or sister. His mom wanted nothing to do with him though. He wondered if he called his parents and told them what was going on if they would talk to him. So Benji tried to call his mom and dad. His mom and dad listened to what Benji had to say. He apologized for everything that he had done and wanted everything to be right again. Benji told them he was married to someone named Jenni and that Jenni was pregnant. They were happy for him. Before they hung up Benji asked if he had a little brother or sister. His parents told him that he had a little sister and that she was at school. Benji was surprised by this news. He didn’t realize that he had been locked up for that long. He figured that he was only in there for a couple of years. Then they hung up the phone because Jenni had a doctors appointment. Today was the day that they found out if they were going to have a little boy or girl.
They went to Jenni’s doctors appointment and they found out that they were going to be having a little boy. Jenni and Benji decided to name him Benji. Just so that they could make it a tradition in their family.
After their son was born, Benji went out to see his family. On the way back from seeing his family he was side swiped by a big truck. Benji died on impact. Jenni started to get worried about her husband and called Benji’s mom and dad. They told her that Benji had already left. Jenni told them that he wasn’t home yet. They started to get worried about Benji. They had just started talking again. Jenni got off the phone with them and called the cops. She put out a missing person’s report. Benji’s parents did the same thing. A couple of days later Jenni got a phone call saying that she had to go down to the police station. So she took Benji III and went to the station. While she was driving there she got a really bad feeling. Jenni was afraid that they had found Benji and he wasn’t alive anymore. After she got there she got the news that they had found Benji’s body and that he was dead. They also gave her a note that read:
“Jenni,
I love you with all of my heart. If your reading this then that means I’m dead. I figured that something like this would happen eventually. Do me a favor? Make sure that our son doesn’t get into too much trouble and make sure that you tell him that I love him very much too. I’m really sorry that this happened but it did. Just remember this, the day that I laid eyes on you was the moment I knew that I loved you. Take care of our son. I love you very much.
Benji”
Jenni was crushed. She didn’t know what to do after she read that. She had closure on her husbands death. She didn’t want to believe that he was dead before that, but after reading that she knew that he was gone. She did exactly what the note said.
To be continued. . .

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