What long 2 weeks

Hey people! as most of u know. i was dating someone. well thats not true anymore. I found out that he was cheating on me and i gave him the boot. If I ever see his face again he'll be sorry. I don't care if i go to jail or not. He doesn't deserve anyone good. I hope that one day he meets someone that will treat him like dirt like he did to everyone else. And as most of you know i was going to get a divorce. Thats not true anymore either. I worked things out with my husband. we decided to sit down and talk after a really big fight that we got into. But that besides the point. Anyways... My husband is gone again for another 60 days. He'll be home for christmas. Which is a good thing. Then I finally get to go with him. i'm looking forward to that. The day I got home I got told that one of my friends had gotten in a car accident. I was totally flipping out. But she's doing good now. Which I'm glad that she is fine. I hope that everyone reading this is not feeling sorry for me. I can take care of myself. I know that I have a lot of support from my family and friends. Which I do appreciate all the support that i'm getting. I'm just glad that my family is 100 percent supportive of what I do. Maybe not all the time but they are just trying to guide me in the right direction. Whcih is a good thing. I just can't wait until I can get out on my own and pay them back for everything that they have done for me in the past. They are trying to help me through a tough time right now. Which is greatly appreciated. Even if I don't show it right now. But sooner or later they will know that i appreciated all the help they gave me. To everyone reading this. I'm glad that u have been there for me. Through good times and bad.

The last Week

Well everyone heard about what happened in the last month, so to top it off here's the last week. Okay so monday I got in a fight with my in-laws (soon to be X-in-laws) but anyways... The cops got called. Then on tuesday I got punched in the face by someone. I don't like her anyways. So there were more cops involved. On my 18th birthday my mother and I got in a fight. I got to go buy a pack of cigs though. Thursday was my moms day off. I didn't really talk to anyone. Now it's friday and I got a call from my husband telling me that he's on his way home. Not really cool. So I have to face him tomorrow or something. Don't really know. Don't really care. I'm getting divorced. Anyways... Now my boyfriend is ditching me. I haven't talked to him since my birthday. Which is kinda sucky. I'm starting to think that he doesn't care about me anymore. I mean I haven't heard from him in 2 days. whatever right? So I guess that I'll try and catch him on tomorrow. I dont have a phone number to reach him at so I'll have to figure out a way to get a hold of him. I'm really worried. but yea thats been my week so far.

My Last Month

As most of my friends know, my life has been hell since June. Lets start with the last week of June. Okay so the last week of June. I was finishing high school. I graduated. The day before I graduated I ended up getting married. Big mistake on my part. I was only 17. I didn't know what I was thinking. I thought. Oh I wanna get married and start a family. WRONG! I don't want to start a family. Thats what I thought I wanted. I was wrong. I mean I was just getting outta high school for crying out loud. Then I graduated. So life wasn't that bad. But because I was married I couldn't do anything. So I hung out with my husband. I forgot completely about my family and went to go hang out with him. For the first two weeks we were married I think that I saw my mom for a whole two days. Not cool. So you would think right there that I there was a problem. No, I was 17 and stupid. Then my husband left for basic training. I knew that he had to go when I got married to him. DUH! I ended up getting left behind. No big deal right? Wrong. I ended up moving back home with my mother. We got into a big fight and i moved out, moved in with my in-laws. It wasn't bad until I started to get friends. Then it was "You're cheating on your husband... blah blah blah." Whatever. Let people think what they want. Then it all stopped for a while. Then someone moved in. We became friends. While he was living there things kinda got heated between us. Yea, we fooled around but it was nothing serious right? Not what my in-laws thought. Then he ended up getting kicked outta there. So I came home to visit my mom. Then I went back to my in-laws because I was suppose to go to south carolina with them. That didn't happen. We ended up getting in a huge fight. Because supposibly I made a movie with their cam corder. It wasn't a good movie either. But I know for a fact that I didn't do it. The fight got bad enough that the cops got called. So I ended up calling my mom and telling her to come get me. Now keep in mind, i'm only 17 and have no idea what the hell is going on. Well don't really know how to deal. So I moved outta there and moved back in with my mom. Then I'm home for not even 24 hours and I get punched in the face because "I'm obseced with some girls boyfriend." I don't even like her boyfriend. I haven't been able to stand him since the last time I hung out with this kid. Right? Yea. So I ended up calling the cops on her. So I've already seen cops twice in the last 2 days, right? yea. Then the day after that is my 18th birthday. I was so excited about turning 18. But no the day of my birthday my mom and I get into a fight about everything thats been going on. Whatever. So I got to spend my birthday alone. Not a fun time. Every year on my birthday something has to go wrong. Every year it's like that. I've finally started to hate my birthday. Maybe I was just born in a bad month. The only good thing about my 18th birthday was that I got to go buy a pack of cigarettes by myself. I didn't need anyones permission and I didn't have to ask my mother to buy me a pack. Finally. and on top of that my husband found out that I want to get divorced. Isn't that convient?