Random thoughts 102

Well been a while since i posted last. I can't believe that my son will be a year old next month. He's trying to walk and talk. My husband is back from the field. Who knows where he's going to end up these days. I asked myself a question that I knew no one else could help me answer. So I thought about it for a while, then I came up with the answer. The question was: Would I still be happy with my life if I would have never met my husband? The answer is no. The reason why is because I think that I would still be looking for something more in my life that I had. I know that I would have at least tried harder in college but at the same time I would be looking for someone to hang out with and make them fall in love with me. I probably would have gotten married to the first person that asked me. That never would have been a good thing. My marriage would have failed and I would have been divorced in six months. But luckly i found my husband who loves me for me and thats all that really counts. So to all those out there reading, please don't just say yes to any rand0m guy that askes u to marry him. You never know what could happen. Date someone for a while then think about getting married. Believe me I know from past experiance. But I think thats all for now.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 101

Just dropping in to say hey. Haven't written in a while. Well I finally turned 20. I can't believe it. Only one more year and I can legally drink. Thats the only good part of turning 21. My roommates are finally moving out in the next couple of weeks. I can't wait for that one. Then I'll be moving everything around. My husband is gone. He'll be home in december. Only another couple of months. Well less than that now. It just depends on when he comes home. 59 days if he comes home december 21. Less than that if he comes home on the 19th. I'm looking forward to it. My son is now 5 months old and weighs 14 pounds 10 ounces. He has doubled his birth weight. He has two teeth in. I love my son, miss my husband and is hoping for the best.

~hearts~ me

RandomThoughts 100

My 100th post. I can't believe it. Well not a whole lot has been going on. Just getting ready for my husband to leave and for my birthday. My son is doing great. He's learning how to crawl. It seems like just a month a go I was trying to figure everything out. Everything is going good though. I can't believe that I'm turning 20 this year. It's been a hell of a year though. I finished out my semester in college, I had a baby, I moved over 600 miles away from my family. Now my husband is leaving for three months and I have no idea of what the rest of the year will bring. I can't believe how fast it went though. I'm in shock just thinking about it now. Hope that everyone is doing okay. Just remember keep looking on the positive side of life and everything will be good.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 99

Hey! Well I'm finally with my husband and we're getting along okay. We've had our ups and downs already but for the most part everything is working out okay. Still trying to get use to the changes. It's been hard. I miss my hometown, but I know that I'll get to see everyone in a month or so. Still working on unpacking everything and getting everything done. We have almost everything for our apartment finally. Still working on getting some stuff. It's just a long process. My son is really liking it here. I guess. He's doing well. He has a doctors appointment on July 17th. Not really looking forward to going but he's gotta get it done. I finally figured out that the drivers around here are crazy!! like seriously. I thought that driving around my hometown was bad... that was nothing compared to down here. Anyways... gotta get some more house work done.

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Random Thoughts 98

Well, not a whole lot has been going on but I figure this might be my last post for a while. I'm leaving my hometown in 6 days. I don't know when I'm going to be able to post on here again. Hopfully I'll be able to sometime soon but I doubt it. I have a lot of running around to do with in the next 6 days. I'm not looking forward to it at all. I know that I gotta get it all done though. Anywho... my son is doing okay. I'm doing okay too. I just got a lot of stuff on my plate right now. I'm still in the middle of packing my stuff. I gotta hang out with some friends. I don't really know what else I have to do right now. It's just going to be a long week. Then after that I have a 12 hour drive to my new home. I'm looking forward to getting there. I'll finally get to be with my husband. I think thats why we've had so many problems before but we worked everything out and we're finally going to be a family. I'm looking forward to that. I think I'm gunna go now.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 97

Hey! Just droppin in to say hey. I finally had my baby. He was 7 pounds 3 ounces and was 19 inches long. His name is Rylen Mathew. He is now almost 3 weeks old. I can't believe how fast time is going by. I can't wait until the 21st of this month. I'm outta here. I finally will have my own place and will be with my husband. It's only taken 2 years for that to happen... but anyways... not a whole lot has happened since I last posted. I finally got outta school but I miss all of my friends. I can't wait for another week though.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 96

Hey! Just droppin in again to say hey. I'm just waiting for class to start. I still have another half hour until then. I'm now 32 weeks pregnant. A lot has gone on in the last couple of weeks, but it's not really something I want to post on here anyways. Well I've had a nervous break down, for personal reasons. Then I've come to school and had another breakdown. I blew up at a couple of people. Yea... being pregnant sucks!! But anyways....I don't really have a whole lot to say today. So I think that I'm gunna go.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 95

Hey! Just droppin in to say hey to everyone. I'm now 30 weeks pregnant. Which is 7 months. I have finally started to gain weight. I've gained a whole 14 pounds. Umm... other than that not a whole lot is going on. I just have to watch my sugar now. I'm hoping that I can get all of my homework and stuff done and pass this semester. Anywho... I have alot of work to get done and a lot of issues to deal with so I'm gunna go.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 94

Hey! Just droppin a note again. I'm back in school now. It's going great. I'm glad that i'm back in school. I'm now 24 weeks pregnant. For people who don't know how far that is, it's about 6 months. Rylends doing good. I'm still working on gainning weight. My doctor keeps telling me that there is something wrong but I don't think there is. I'm giving up on listening to them. I'm getting pissy with them too. Whatever. But anyways... i gotta get homework done.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughs 93

Hey! Just droppin in again. As some of you know, I'm having a boy. Okay as a lot of you know. I have finally stopped throwing up. I'm not as stressed out about as much stuff. I start school back on monday. I'm excited I can't wait to go back. Every morning my mom has been telling me that I look more pregnant every day. I took after my mom when I got pregnant. I didn't look pregnant at all then all of a sudden I looked pregnant. But anywho... I have a name picked out. It's rylend Mathew. Most of my friends like it. Which is a good thing. My holidays weren't bad. I got a lot of stuff. Well I got to do the one thing I love the most. I got to go shopping. It was awsome. Hope everyone else had a good holiday.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 92

hey! just checkin in again. Well I have to go back to the doctors on thursday. I've lost a lot of weight because of all the stress. I finally figured out what is causing me to keep throwing up and stuff. It's all the stress and getting pissed about it all. I'm ready for everything to be done and over with. I don't really know what else to write today. I guess that I'm just ready for school to be over and get everything done. I'm trying to work on gaining weight again but it's not working. I finally felt the baby start to kick. I find out in like 3 more weeks what I'm having. I can't wait.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 91

Hey! Just wondering what everyone is up too?? It seems like no one posts anything anymore. But yea... I have news. I'm pregnant. I have pictures on my myspace of the baby. I don't know what I'm having yet. I won't know until I'm about 20 weeks. I'm 14 weeks and 3 days right now. I'm feeling a lot better than I was. I got sick and whatever. At least I'm not dealing with the morning sickness anymore. That's always a good thing. I hated dealing with it. It sucked. But yea, I should have more pictures to post in a weeks from Monday. If I have to have another ultra sound done. Which I probably will. Only because my doctor will want to know how everything is going. But whatever. I'm kind of excited about becoming a mom. I am but I'm not at the same time. I'm kinda scared. I know that I have friends and family to support me but it doesn't help that I just came back to school and now I found out that I'm pregnant. But yea... Just figured I should update and let everyone know whats going on.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 90

Hey! Just dropping in again to say hey. umm... not a lot has been going on. I'm still doing okay in school... but like I just found out today that because of a test I'm failing a class. I need to bring it up to passing soon. I only have like 6 weeks of school left. I hope that I can get my grade back up. I'm really hoping. I mean I'm only failing by a point but it still matters to me that I'm failing at all. I hate this class anyways but I don't want to have to take it again next semester. But anyways.... I hope that everyone will have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN! I know it's early but I think that it's better to be early than not to say anything at all. But yea... I'm gunna go

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 89

Hey! Just checkin in again. I can't believe that halloween is like a week away. I kinda can't wait for it, but at the same time I can wait for it. I have a doctors appointment at 1:30 on halloween. I can't believe that. Whatever. At least I know that I have a doctors appointment. But due to recent events in my life I haven't really been on top of my game for like this whole semester. At least I know that I'm only failing one class. I'm working on getting my grades up. I hope that because of myt final project that I have to do I will be able to get my grade up to passing. But yea... just thought that I would update everyone on how I'm doing in school.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 88

Hey! Just checkin in again. Letting everyone know whats going on. Because of recent events in my life I have not had time to post anything. I am into my six week mark at college. So far it hasn't been that bad. I've had some drama but who doesn't go through it? I mean everyone has at least a little bit of stress in their life. But anywho... on the flip side. I'm finally getting divorced. I know that everyone who knows me is just like, "Finally! I thought this thing would never end."
Am I right?? But anyways. Class is about to start. so I g2g

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 87

Hey! Just droppin in to update everyone. Well my life has been pretty okay until tuesday night. I found out that my husbands grandfather died. Umm... but other than that I've been swamped with homework. I love college but hate it at the same time. I mean I love it because I get to hang out with friends that I haven't seen in like forever but I hate it because of how much homework I get. If you don't do the homework then you won't know what your doing half the time, just like if you skip class. Which I have only done twice. Which I know that I shouldn't have but I did anyways. But anywho... umm.... just wondering what everyone is up too. Let me know.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 86

Hey! Just posting as an update again.. I still haven't finished my story yet. I'm still working on it. Slowly but I'm still working on it. WIth the way that college has been i haven't really had time to write. I've already skipped 2 classes. but it's all good. I don't think that I will skip anymore. Unless I get really sick. But I doubt that I will. I don't know I might though. Well I don't really have anything else to say today. I'm done with all of my classes and I'm dying for a cig. So I think that I'm going to go. Laters.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 85

Hey! Starting tomorrow is my third week of college. It's not bad so far. I mean some of the work is a lot but I'm handling it okay. I found out my math grade... It's not really all that great. But I can do some extra credit and get my grade up. Which is a good thing. But other than that my life hasn't really been all that exciting. I joined a club in college... I kinda feel like a geek because of it now, but i've made some cool friends. So yea... I guess this was just an update since I have some time. I'm suppose to be working on homework but I don't know how to do it. Whatever. I'm done. I'll get help with it later. I guess thats all I really have to say.

~hearts~ me

Random Thoughts 84

Hey! Just dropping in to let everyone know whats up. Umm.... I don't really know what to say right now. I'm at my dads house. I'm babysitting... as always. I'm not really sure of a lot of things right now. I know that I start college in a like 6 days. It's kind of scary. But yea... I g2g

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Random Thoughts 83

Hey! Just posting to keep everyone updated. As most of you know, I start college in one week from today. I'm very excited but kind of nervous at the same time. In 6 days my husband will be home... yay! The day after he comes home I have to start college so that means I won't have a whole lot of time to spend with him. But I do know one thing and that is that I need to go shopping and get everything for college. I don't know when I'm going to be able too. I'm really stressed out right now too because I don't know if I'm going to be getting my finacial aid for college. I hope that I do. Cuz I know that I'm going to need it. Like seriously. I thought that everything would be taken care of by now, and it's not. I'm getting very impatent with everything thats going on. I know that I'm going to need to get my books and stuff for college. I don't know. I guess that I'm just getting annoyed cuz not everything is going my way. And I know that I need to get everything done. But yea... OH! before I forget. I haven't finished my stories yet. I don't know when I'll have a chance to do that. But as soon as I get them done I will be posting them on here.

~hearts~ me